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today went for cgm at matheus hse.some how,i seem to be the lonely soul there..*sigh*anyway,matheus left his bag at j8,-.-'..so ya..weird..haha.so when he came back it was alredi like..12?i dunno..so we started off late.when walkin to his hse,i was kinda...alone...*sigh*then eugene was doin the "and then..and then" thing frm dude,where's my car?.so ya,joked ard..but i guess i was makin a fool out of myself instead.so ya,went up to his hse,then sat down.xr sittin next to xinyi,xinyi to veron[i think]veron to sam,sam to deborah,deborah to pelyn,then pelyn to me..it feels like i'm tryin to distant myself away frm them[which i'm not]..well,anyway,this cgm was gd lah i guess..cried pretty hard,though tt's not the worse.yp asked us to take away our masks,i onli managed to take away part of it.the other can't come out..but even if it were to come out,i guess u'll see my sighin or frownin most of the time..

after cgm,we fellowship his matheus hse.cinthia,me,veron,jackie and wenzi were singin songs..haha..i think some were oso joinin in..haha..then still got matheus and xinyi shoutin over wad to watch.."ju-on!!".."no!!sch of rock!!!"..haha..so sad..why can't xinyi give in to matheus,he's leavin soon..and why can't matheus give in to xinyi for once?i mean he keeps callin her rose instead of xinyi..>_<..stupid lah..but in the end they went to watch ju on and matheus couldn't go wif them.he kept callin my hp then ask for xinyi..>_<..hai~..feel so used..nvm lah..*sigh*..anyway,after tt went to meet fish.he was kinda sad lah..*sigh*..how to cheer him up??..anyway,did the countdown wif him..so its gd..but the bad thing is i can't say wad i wanna say to him coz my father is ard..sheesh..


today i started on some hw.didn't manage to do most of it..coz got alot of distraction.and tried tokin to nick.juz couldn't..got scolded instead.some more fish is..i dunno..*sigh*-runs of cryin-


today went over to xr's hse to study and stuff.well,i guess we didn't realli study.spent most of our time juz chillin and slackin ard.we found this alcoholic drink and decided to try it.[juz to let u noe,this is not my first time drinkin,so..ya...]we had to ask xr's mother first...kinda shocked.i mean..she allowed!..oOo..cool.haha..=Xx.but it was kinda bitter. urk. well,i drank most of the drink.while,i think xr drank a few sips and got a little crazy..hehe..=Xx..after tt we went out to the mini-mart to buy some 'wine' thingy.[i dunno wad i shld call it..wine/champagne/non-alcohol drink]its kinda cheap..3 smth..haha.and when we went back,we played wif the kitten and cats for a while.so cute!!and the kitten is damn playful..haha..so we opened the bottle in the toilet,coz we wanted the 'pop' sound..ya..haha..

kinda sweet wif a little zest or wadeva u call it.realli nice..but we got a little lunny..and tt was when my cheeks started to turn pink/red.i mean..its a non-alcohol drink,and my cheeks turn red??..whoa..haha.after tt we went online.so..a few minutes after we went onli,xr's lil bro came back.tt guy is rough i tell u...and pervertic[wad do u expect??he took his toy car he 'drove' it on my chest..urk!!]and he punched my chin..ouchies..but nvm..after tt we went down to eat paus!!..hehe.nice~..but xr's mother was bombardin[correct spellin?] me wif loads of qns.*sigh*..well,after tt i went home.dun u juz hate it when u board the bus and somehow,everybody is starin at u?i hate tt..i mean..i noe i'm weird,but dun need to gimme tt kinda reaction rite?haha..jkjk.anyway,at nite i was tokin to fish..

had a rough day,realli hope tt he'll be ok.dun mind me sayin this but his parents totally suck..evil ppl..=Xx..well,bloggin off now..nth much to say liao.hehe..cya


*sigh*i think a few days ago,i cried and threw a tantrum in front of my cousin.but i juz couldn't stand it anymore.why are they always showin her more love than they show me?*sigh*anyway,today i missed the first bus to church.huR huR..then i took 2nd bus wif wenzi and huifen.inside the bus got onli a few ppl.[well,at least fewer than the christmas concert.well,the service was gd i guess.and funny too.haha
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haha..got these 'new-aged aunties' sittin in front of me.abit scary..haha..and i think i saw one of them take out her shoe and..ya..u get the picture..

well,after service the cg went to fellowship at IMM.before tt we were hangin out at the 'fitness corner'.and weisheng was there too.so,after they left,met up wif fish.tried cheerin him up,but i dunno whether it worked.hai~anyway,went back home after tt.saw alot of indians..and i realli mean alot.there was even one sittin next to me.no offence but..he stinks.and he kept fallin unto me.[coz he was sleepin..-.-'] urk.
well,xr..its not tt i neva treated u as a bez fren and stuff.i did treasure our frenship but..i guess we were driftin apart?..and..plz..dun be bothered by my entry.i was juz typin out my thoughts.i dun mean any harm or wadsoeva.well,certain actions bring about certain consequences.know wad u are doing oso..tt's the main thing..i guess...and well,ur not a bad person..realli.ur a nice girl.but like wad i said,ur actions..and stuff..ya..=Xx.and oso..dun be a man-pleaser.i still trust u,i wanna hear wad u have to say.but maybe i'm still invisble or maybe i juz haven't shown u tt i care..no offence or anything.but in sch,everybody has been givin u a chance to change.realli.u did change,but it somehow seemed..temporary.but i could see ur struggle then,tt u realli wanted to change for the betta.u were tryin realli hard rite?[erm..correct hor?=Xx]well,continue tryin!i noe u can be a betta person.u juz have to 'keep on keepin on' rite?i have faith in u.and dun eva lose hope in God.he will always be there for u!


well,ya,u saw the post below..i dunno lah..i'm going crazy,anyway,went out wif fish juz now.hard time finding orgy's vapor transmisson cd[correct?i 4got the title..]..anyway,wanted to buy trapt,but $35 is abit too much.so i bought him matchbox 20's more than you think you are.well,at least i still have some $$ left.hehe..well,went over to his place.waited for him at the bus stop.while waitin,i was actually peelin off the tag when i could do smth much more easier[i could've took out the top plastic coverin..-.-']..waste of time man..>_<.so ya,glad that he was happy.hehe..so now i gave him his FIRST cd in his NEW collection.whoa rite?..hope he'll be alrite,still kinda depressed..and i'm still scared.i dunno..remember the kim thing?ya..[who the hell am i askin?..=Xx]..i'm feelin 50% scared and 50% confidant[actually..its more of a up and down thing.i might feel confidant for awhile,but drop to being scared later..get wad i mean?]..*sigh*

and u shld realli start on my hw..sometimes i get to over-confidant that i will finish my hw b4 sch starts tt i can even be SLACKING AROUND..dangerous man..haha..so bloggin off now,gonna stare at the wall or smth..[-.-'..]..so cya..[izzit me or does my entry title have an A thingy?oh well,dun bother bout it ya?]


i guess,this christmas is not a gd one for many ppl.For me,i went out since my parents give no damn bout christmas[wad i told them fell upon deaf ears..-.-'].instead of REALLY enjoyin it..i got all worried and ya,nearly gpt banged by a car yesterday.sheesh. my mother doesn't seem to noe tt i love her.i neva realli told my parents that i love them,but in my heart..i love them alot.true,i go thru alot of 'pain' but..i shld count myself lucky tt i dun get whacked so badly.i shld count myself lucky tt i have such loving parents..no wait..i dunno..lookin at my mother,i dun even noe whether she cares if i live or not.i noe she cares bout me but now..it seems she cares more bout her face and my cousin..then bout my well-being.*sigh*..and why can't my father and mother LOVE each other again?STOP QUARRELLING!!i dun wanna be the person in the middle to stop u guys.and i dun wan u to keep ventin ur anger on me!!!!!!!*sighs heavily*..family..

Are they true? Or are my friends not treating me as a friend. Imagine you treating soemone as a friend, and he treats you.. for example, like a classmate only?Basic respond to these complains about life from my "friends" (Now I doubt they are true) are : " Cheer Up! " or " No matter what happens, God is with you! " Right?! - Nick

doubts..doubt me too..and all i eva wanted was to help ppl and see them happy again..like u nick..i dun have a bez fren.i trust u,xr,xinyi..the rest..i dunno.but the onli bez frenz i have alredi split up frm the grp.well,i wanna show the 'love frm frenship' to other ppl..but i juz screw it up everytime.for instance nick,he is younger than me but go thru things more stressful than me.i wanna help him..but i juz dunno how,i dunno the right words to cheer ppl up.all i can eva say is "relax" or "cheer up"..wad the heck..i'm a failure.and xinyi,go thru so much but i can't seem to help her..y?i dunno how to help..wad a lame reason.xr,family probs and stuff..*sighs again*i dunno wad to say to make things betta,i dunno wad to do to make u cheer up.i try my bez to make u happy,but end up givin u the wrong impression.seriously,i wan to help u guys,i realli do..but..i juz dunno how..i realli care..dun mistake me.i am not those ppl who wanna stumble u,or juz some 'passer-by'..coz i've alredi felt how they treated me..

u guys are lucky they dun think u are a freak..me..ya..i'm a freak.the onli 2 ppl who dun think so is God and fish.but fish is going thru his own probs..and KIM is in a sense tryin to steal him away frm me.*sigh*..at least being wif God is gd.but i think i'm backsliding slowly..i'm not a strong person..i live in denial.everyone is going thru their own probs..and ya..i feel so discouraged..so ashamed of myself.ppl in the cg can bring 1-3 frenz..or bring the same fren back...me?..hai~and some more they can pray well..[if u noe wad i mean..]and are more holy and stuff..i'm on the rocks.i dunno wad to do anymore.i dun wanna wear the mask anymore..i dun..but i have to..i dun wan ppl to see how sad i am.i wan to noe tt i'm 'happy' so they can smile..and..ya..be 'happy' too.but maybe they're wearin a mask too..

shld i distant myself away frm my frenz 4eva and let them deal wif their own probs..or shld help them in some way?i dunno..i'm lost..i dunno wad to do.so many things in my mind..so many things to do..


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!a time of giving and sharin.but let us not 4get that jesus is the reason for the season.ok..i dunno wad i'm sayin.spike's nick..take a look

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well,went out today.obviously there is nth nice to do at home.i dun wanna do hw coz its a festive season u noe..comes onli once a year and bla?..so i went out wif fish.[its funny how when i wear a red shirt,he wears a blue one.and when i wear a blue one,he wears a red one..-.-']we searched the whole of suntec for tt freakin golden village,to onli find out that..there were ALOT of ppl.so we went to bk instead.though i wasn't cravin for anything,he bought mi a sundae pie.and the way he eats is..kinda amazing.haha.and today is huiling's b-dae!!..HAPPY B-DAE!!

well,went home early today.fish's parents sux i tell u.its christmas and they're like so evil to him..*sigh*i wish i could do smth to lessen his burden or smth.well,some of u guys noe kim likes him.i'm realli scared tt he will fall for her.i noe he won't but..i dunno...i trust but..now he's down.and kim will do her very bez to cheer him up.i dunno lah..its sorta like a game.if i lose,she gets him while i lose the onli one i love[did i juz say tt?]..*sigh*..i realli need him.tt's the thing.i dunno wad i shld do.twin said i shld let her win today.well,maybe so..but she alredi took lead..[i'm gettin paranoid..but we're tokin bout losin the one i love most u noe?!]..hai~~HOW?!?!?




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went out wif sharon and family today.a bit rush rush i guess.and we went to the beach.and i was in my jeans!..wah lao eh.=Xx.i didn't realli enjoy my time.my mother was tokin to my cousin most of the time and being blur.favouritism.*sigh*anyway,went to this rest. which serves some realli cool seafood.but i love their kangkong!!..nice~!..i enjoyed the food but sharon and her family and my mother..tt i didn't enjoy.though on our way home mi and sharon joked ard abit..i didn't realli enjoy it.well,merry xmas eve!!..


today the 'air-con man' came to fix the air-con[duh~]and one of them thought my mother was pregnant!..haha..well,was tokin to fish.kinda sad lah..my mother..hai~..anyway,ate lunch..yada yada.my father came home early,so he accompanied me to top up my card and buy the titbits.saw xr and her mother nearby.saw the head prefect at hlm.blablabla..went back home..got ready for the 'event'..but it started raining..>_<..anyway,still made it in time.cinthia,tiff and daniel were cookin pan-cakes which,looked like some scrambled eggs to me..=Xx.matheus and wenzi were practicin their item.but i guess most of the time matheus was foolin ard..actin sissy..haha..=Xx..anyway,soon after,ppl come liaoz.noticed pauline was kinda..lonely..so ya,went to talk to her.quiet ya..maybe shy..i dunno.

well,we all gathered together to say grace and..ya..started eatin..haha.food was great.and we played 'zhong ji mi ma'(anyhow spell)..[haha..lazy type bout it,look at xr blog for more info].poor jackie..hehe..well,after tt we exchanged our gifts.i thought my gift was a lightbulb..=Xx..but in the end it was a small box wif a bear thingy on top.cute!!..nick got my gift.he's one 'lucky' guy.his christmas present from me..his gift exchange present..frm me oso..haha.well,we all had fun.and ya,after tt wenzi and matheus!!..wenzi sang the song and matheus was playin the piano.its realli nice,but i think wenzi voice too soft.but..maybe its juz me.[i'm partially deaf if u didn't noe].after their item,we had a time of sharin.i was picked first.kinda scary lah i guess.my mind was in a total mess and ya..well,i guess i didn't make a gd 'speech'.i didn't realli 'thank' anybody.but i realli wan them to noe tt i appreciate their help..

ya..is like,i'm the onli one who didn't thank any1..-.-'.i'm so ashamed.yp is a great cg leader.becoz of her,she made me stronger and my wisdom grew[erm..u get wad i mean..].well,nobody is perfect.and we all try to be..perfect.but we juz can't.but wad's the point bout being perfect,when u dun have frenz to support u.and stuff lidat..[i dunno why i'm tokin bout this..]..anyway,we cleared up i guess..and got ready to go home.yp,tiff and gang went for prayer meetin.most of us walked to the interchange.some of them blur blur walk to my hse.haha..oh oh..phelan came oso.which was gd.hope he'll be touched my God's love..hehe.well,i'll end of wif this 'speech'..huR..

a realli BIG shoutout to frenz like xinyi,xr,nick..maybe u guys dunno but u've helped mi alot in life.u made me stronger coz at least i noe i have frenz like u.maybe u guys dun like my attitude and stuff but thanx for bearin wif me these past few months.i noe i've been a realli big pain in the neck..sorry ya..juz wanna wish the bez for u guys and that each of u can continue to be a 'beacon of light'.
xinyi:hiE~..dun *ahem* anymore ok?it hurts me more than it hurts u.i dun wanna see some1 who is close to me hurtin herself.treasure life..coz u onli live once.smile more oso ok?well,thanx for being there when i was down.i noe quite alot of ppl,but u were one of the few who actually bothers to help me.and i realli appreciate it.thanx..:D
xr:hey girl! though nowadays we seldom talk,we still noe each other quite well ya?every1 changes,but at least i noe i have frenz like u to support me.if it was not for u accompanyin me in sch,i guess i'll be kinda lonely and most prob hide in one corner.and believe me when i say ur strong.both mentally and physically.so continue being strong and live life to the fullest!
nick:yoZ~hehe..dun play too much games ya.thanx for being a listenin ear oso.maybe u not close to me so neva realli open up..i dun blame u lah..well,juz dun bottle ur probs inside.let it out,or tell it to God..take care.


had some realli weird dreams last time.kinda funny lah,i mean..i dun usually have dreams tt weird.*sigh*anyway,woke up and went downstairs.fish called and ya..singin..haha.but we toked on the phone for awhile coz after tt he had to go for band practice.then i sms xiniyi.later maybe going out wif her auntie..whOoSh..helen called mi,asked for huiling's no..i guess i was going psycho again,and i said some stupid stuff.after she called.got another lady call my hp.frm american express some more.whoa rite?she ask one qns the we put down liao..haha.i mean,i'm onli 13..i can't have a credit card tt young rite?..sheesh.wad is the world comin to!..=Xx..and i'm coughin my ass off.at nite can't sleep bcoz of this..*sigh*..

anyway,met up wif xinyi,saw alot of familiar ppl and one extremely mature p6 for rebonded and dyed her hair..-.-'.anyway,in the mrt we both were kinda complainin and talkin bout sch belts and stuff.i hate my sch belt..no wait..it DOESN'T have a belt anymore,its sewn on!!..screw it..-.-'..=Xx..well,we went to far east first.xinyi can't seem to call through her auntie's hp,so we decided to look ard first.we saw alot of bungs i tell u..freaky.haha.i tried on a skirt..which looked quite nice[urk..]but its kinda translucent..=.=..then we went to look for xinyi's other auntie who is workin at slimfit studio or smth.but didn't help much..so we took some pics..saw serene,mel and stacy.i love stacy's pants..so baggy!..whoa..ultra cool.=Xx. well,after tt we continued lookin ard and we went into one real hell of a time.i dun mean fun..i realli mean hell.

me:(enters shop)
sales ger1:xiao mei!!
me:-shocked-
sales ger1:(turns to the other 2 salesger and laughs..and realli thought i was scared)
me:-thinkin-uh huh..right~~
xinyi & me:-lookin ard-
salesger2:xiao mei,ni zai ciao[4got the hanyu pinyin liaoz...-.-'] she me?(lemme translate..betta]
haiya..lazy to show the whole scene.basically,xinyi was juz lookin ard,and i dun think that she wanted to buy the jeans..but oh well,in the end kanna.i oso kanna.i wasn't gonna buy anything frm there but tt salesger kept 'forcing' me to buy.their service is gd lah i guess,if u dunno wad fits u can ask them for help,but the bad thing is that they kinda pressure u to buy frm them..-.-'

well,after tt we went to grab a bite at Han's.cool place i have to say.serves gd food too!..hehe.xinyi ate hor fun and as for me..2 plates of fish 'n' chips.yes..2!!..xinyi kanna shocked oso..haha..dun believe i can eat so much[even though i'm so thin..well,accordin to ppl lah..=Xx]i think even one of the cooks got shock.i dunno..haha..but nice~ :P..after tt we walked over to heeren to take some more pics[pocket big hole liaoz].there,i saw serene and 'gang'..again.after havin enough pics taken,we went home.i went to hlm to buy some presents.saw jianling and her sis.so cute..haha.and i realli 'admire' her,i mean she's onli 13 and she helps her mother to tend this small stall outside.her 'sellin' skills kinda gd..hehe

so ya,after tt went home.yada yada yada.went to my room to tok to fish.was kinda cryin over the phone..hai~..well,at least all's well..i think..



today no need go church..heng~..haha.anyway,slept for quite long today.haha..which is gd too.rainy day some more..so shuang and its freezin in my room[even though i dun have air-con,its still cold].fish called me at 11.30am and he wanted to sing a song but i spoiled his plan..bwhaha.i'm so evil.then xinyi sms mi later on,ask mi wanna go out or not.but i cannot..*sobz*[my clothes all kanna,some more my father ard...daNG]tml oso dunno whether any1 can pei wo.need to buy some christmas gifts,food and clothes.*sigh*..anyway,ard afternn bah,twin called.he is gettin lamer and lamer each day i tell u.but at least it kills time talkin to him..bwhaha.=Xx..tried doin my maths today.even though i didn't finish the whole thing,i did most of it!..YAY!..haha

dunno whether i shld go out to buy clothes tml.[suddenly i'm thinkin of buying a skirt.man..scary]but it's confirm.i'm buyin the presents tml.hEe~..but i guess i'll shop alone.so sad..but ya..i dunno whether xr will be free[and obviously tokin to sean now..so i guess i won't bother her].was watchin Adams Family Values juz now.adams family rocks!..haha.somehow,i'm gettin influence by their gothic ways.i dunno.sudden urge to be gothic.but i'd rather be myself and not waste $$ on mascara,nail polish..yada yada yada..bwhaha.[even though i have the urge,i WILL control myself]well,saw spike's nick..

Fu*k this Shi*t and That. Get the fu*kin hell away from me. 10 stairs? FORGET HER. forget the fu*k? fu*k YEA. Say'n EasY. FUK U

hMmZ,guess his lover girl juz made this butthead angry..oh my..i'm so~~~~~~~~sorry..[like real..i'm sarcastic..bwhaha..=Xx]but seriously lah,i dun wan him to be cold towards me.[no,i dun LIKE him.i juz wan us to be frenz..u noe..]*sigh*i juz dun get sk8ers like him.stupid..i feel like killin him..i mean it.but nah.i dun wanna waste my time doin tt.and i juz learned how to upload pics..haha..=Xx..i'm slow.-.-'

helen mi and huiling..i look retarded..damn..=Xx

my beloved cat!i miss her alot..hai~[erm,i noe the size is small..i'll try to make it bigger..if i'm not lazy..haha]


today went to church to help out at children church.somehow didn't see tiffany so i went wifout her first. made some new frenz(all older than me some more..-.-'),and i was the usher in B4.so frightening..haha.it was jam-packed wif kids man..whoa..saw this celery guy..bwhaha..i thought it was a ger lehz..but its a guy.=.=..anyway,got alot of kids(acutally i think its like..90% raised up their hands?)accepted Jesus into their hearts.so cool rite?after we finished our 'jobs',we went up to B2 to help out wif the presents.alot of kids kanna 'lost and found' sia..-.-'..after B2 ok liao,we bring up the stuff to lvl 4.kinda fun..haha..then wo pei some guy to carry the rubbish down.we chat for awhile.kinda cool lah...first time chat until so..i dunno..wif a boi way older then me(ok,i dunno how old is he..he looks like 18..ard there lah..)

after tt we finished liaoz.so i went to meet fish.and i cured his 'insomnia'.cool rite?..bwhaha..huR..suddenly keep sayin cool.anywayz,diane sms me,sayin she saw this couple,ger so fat boi so thin..-.-'.then she oso saw a gay couple..urk. well,after some time then i went home.church was packed wif ppl..includin the bus.bwhaha. then i took the mrt back.on the way,i saw one of my sch's prefect.and i saw this two guys(one teen,one young boi).the guy went out at jurong east.the boi i think juz gave his heart to Jesus.coz like..got this stuff which is frm city harvest.[u noe..tt small packet full of small little book thingys..haha].well,by the time i reached kovan,it was raining cats and dogs..whoa man. called my father to fetch me home.[in the meantime,i went to buy french fries!..hEe~*evil grin*]

well,this is bout all..jackie asked whether i wanna join chilren church.i'm still considerin but high chance no.i'm too slow to catch up wif them..haha..


today's the day~haha..and i still dunno wad to wear tml..-.-'*sigh*i dun feel like going.i juz dun think i'm gd enough and frenly enough..anyway,today's the concert.and suppose to meet at amk mrt the cheers there.i thought i was the first one coz i was like..half an hour early.but no..heng~~~..got xinyi,veron,nick and phelan[correct spellin?].nick so poor thing..haha.kanna 'hounded' by phelan>>game addict.well,after waiting long 'hours' for huiling,we decided we shld go first,and we tell her how to get there.jalan kaya roti prata rocks!..haha..well,huiling finally came.so,after a while,we took 86 back to amk and waited for the bus to come.scary leh in tt bus,so many ppl.haha..i'm serious.it was packed.(i wonder how the bus can manage and stuff?..haha)

then we reached church.even more packed!!!and we had to go to lvl 3 coz b2 kinda blocked off or smth.saw edmund at the lobby too!..but i dun think he noticed me..-.-'.anyway,inside the auditorium was packed too.some were even sittin on the stairs.the concert was realli gd i tell u.and it was kinda cold(or izzit God's presence?-.-')even though huiling didn't give her heart/life to Christ,still happy tt she came.and she was abit more open now ya?after the service,we went to look for yp and the rest.but they were gettin autograph frm he yao sun.so we had to go all the way up and wait for them at the other side..hai~huiling was busy eatin her ice cream and candy floss..and i saw sihui oso..oOo..kinda surprised.matheus cut his hair.oOo..haha..so funny.and if i not wrong sean oso cut his hair..but there's still his highlighted hair so..i dunno..haha..anyway,i oso dun care..haha..

then some of us waited at the entrance coz we were gonna go to jp to eat dinner.and sean thought i juz came!..alamak..u see how 'invisible' i am??anywayz,took the bus to jp there.huiling went first coz of her curfew[izzit lidat spell?].then i got aileen's number..haha..kinda cool.she seems like a nice girl.anyway,we went to kfc to eat.then soon after yp came..haha.then after tt we went home of coz.when daniel and xr were enterin..is like..all the red thingys didn't go down..remained open..lucky i got in.haha.=Xx..so they didn't noe wad to do,and went down to tell the man or smth.then suddenly the escalator near me change direction..diao rite?..haha.then after tt we saw yp oso.oOo..haha.then we take mrt together.we were crappin away[as usual..haha]..kinda stupid lehz..then when we got off.i was scarin daniel.haha..looks like i'm not the onli timid one.hEe~..budden he poke and 'slap' my shoulder there lehz..urk. so pain..haha..well,bloggin off now..haha..cya ppl


back here again..had this realli weird dream bout angels and stuff..kinda cool and scary..but funny too..[tt's why i say i keep havin weird dreams..i mean,angels dun kill ppl rite??..huR huR..]..well,was chattin wif fish for a while..man,wonder when he can actually sleep peacefully..*sigh*..anyway,gonna meet up wif him later and bla..and i have to eat instant noodles again.this is gettin boring i tell u..and unhealthy.at 11+am..diane called to ask me where is jp..
diane:adel!!
me:huh?ya..why?
diane:do u noe how to get to jurong point
me:er..ya..take mrt to boon lay
diane:orh ok.then u noe how to get there..
me:its in boon lay...[haven't finished tokin]
diane:orh ok..thanx..bye
*tooT tooT tooT*
me:..o_0..

haha..stupid..anyway,went out to meet fish.while on the way,i saw this cute ppl.wad's so cute bout them?they're shorter than me[yes!even the father and mother].i wonder which country they come frm[coz obviously they look like frm outta town and they were wearin 'tourist style clothes..bwhaha]anyway,after fish collected his results we went to haikal's hse to look at his cat.haha..we didn't do much coz i had to be home by 6 and go out wif my mother. urk. well,its stupid how she says she respects me but doesn't actually give a damn bout certain things. mainly,when i talk bout $$ and boys..she keeps all excitied and blur..which will kill me!..*sigh*wadeva..*sighs heavily*andrew can't come..onli huiling can come.and after all my askin ard...i mean..at least some1 else come lah..hai~..wanted to ask spike but tt butthead juz won't tok to me..thinkin bout his ger or whoeva

ONE (one) ONE *Girl* ^Chick^ #babe# forgot? u? YEA RITE! [in my heart]forever | maynotlikemebutilikeu. LOVE love? *OWWWWW*

his nick..*sigh*..at least reply me when i say hi or smth?i noe u hate me..stupid butthead..and i think ur bald coz ur always wearin tt cap thingy. urk. i onli wanna be frenz wif u.izzit wrong?oh oh..i'm too weird..*sigh*..anyway,talked to xr for a while.told her abit bout wad was wrong and stuff..hai~..gonna blog off now..dad naggin..

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

: aRtiFiciaL ::

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cool..but does it even appeal to me?anyway..nth much happened today..except tt the ger who likes sms me and said she wanted to tok on the phone wif me.well,lucky twin called juz in time..hoho..well,tml the sec 4s are gonna get their N lvl results..all the bez to ya'll!!..haha..so ya..shall end here..wait..WAD SHLD I WEAR FOR CHILDREN CHURCH??I DUN HAVE A BLACK BOTTOM!!..=Xx..oopss..haha..

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

:: daRkeN ::

hiE~..haha.i'll tok bout wad happened yesterday.was talkin to fish and twin until 3 smth i guess..ya.then i went online..blabla..i dunno who to ask to come for the christmas concert/story.i mean,almost every1 i ask will reject me or say they got smth on.sad sia.hai~..anyway,nth much happened.watch "gao xiao xing tong'..Wang Lee Hom came..cool rite?..haha..but dunno why he look kinda shy..[well,at least to me]..haha..well,at nite toked to fish again.in the end we kinda end up quarrellin wif each other and me cryin at nite.juz hope my father didn't notice...

hai~and i had like..a weird dream.can't exactly remember it..and i oso had a nightmare..whOoSH man..i mean..i was raped lehz!!..whoa.scary[if ur not a ger u won't understand..huR huR]..and i woke up earlier than my supposed time.haha.i even set the alarm clock..but funny leh..9.30am suppose to ring budden ended up as 9.35am..-.-'..later going out wif xinyi to buy clothes and stuff.hope my mother won't nag at me.my family is like,i dunno..they keep blamin me for everything tt goes wrong in the hse.*sigh*and i juz hope tt tt 'person' would stop spreadin rumours.so many things goin wrong and it usually ends up wif "adel!its all ur fault!"..*sigh*..shall update later.and i'm still considerin whether i shld join friendster or not.it seems kinda fun but..i dunno..a weirdo like me joining?i dun think any1 would wanna add me..*sigh*

anyway,was on my way to meet xinyi until i saw this cute terrier..hEe~so cute.budden can't touch it coz got this big grp of ppl.hai~..well,walkin to the HDB place thingy then i turned to look ard.i saw fish.well,at least i thought at first..but yea..it was him.so we went to the mrt.waited for xinyi then we went off.xinyi and me were complainin bout stuff..haha..then saw fish..and bla..he tagged along wif us coz he didn't want to meet kim.we did some major phototakin..haha..big hole in my wallet sia..oh yah..and xinyi did some MAJOR shoppin...alamak..haha.saw alot of ppl i noe..like my seniors and others.saw jowell oso..haha..and i saw this ger i 'noe'..lynne.i dun realli noe her.i saw her pic some where and yah.i juz saw her face b4..i dunno who she is..haha.i wanted to make fish and xinyi talk budden i dunno wad to say.and i guess i was neglectin him abit..*sigh*

well,in the end fish still met up wif kim.and yah..help her fend off some perverts..and she thinks she 'hit the jackpot'..hai~..i dunno lah.so confused.and now fish is hurt frm the 'battle'..and to make it worse..he is havin 'insomnia'[or howeva u spell tt damn word..=Xx]..and it's all my fault[like wad twin said.even if he didn't say it,i'll still end up self blamin]..u all might think i'm still as cheerful as eva.but the thing is,i'm not..i'm confused..emotionally,mentally and spiritually.i'm lost.and i dunno whether i shld go all the way to jurong to visit fish.i mean he IS ill..VEH ill..*sigh*..and i haven't finished my homework yet..some1 save me..but i dunno lah.i have this confidence tt i will do it in time or maybe do my homework and still have MUCH MORE time then i expected i would end up wif or smth.

i dunno wad i shld do now..hai~..so many things...and i'm even thinkin bout changin my tomboyish style to a gothic style..*wHoOsH*..i dunno..i'm going crazy again.i might even be going thru some sort of weird depression..*sigh*God,help me..i dun wanna backslide..i'm still keepin my faith strong..but..hai~lost..

Monday, December 15, 2003

:: LoneLy tRaveL ::

took the first bus with xinyi today(14/12).i kanna shock sia..so early reach.suppose to be 8.25am reach but it came at 8.22am..well,i wasn't the onli one shock.wenzi was there oso..so heng..haha..anyway,mi and xinyi were usin her hp as a form of communication..bwhaha.coz veh little ppl in the bus.some more nick and auggie sittin in front of us and wenzi and xiaozhu sit behind us.alot of things happened to her..realli hpoe she'll be ok.anyway,when we reached church..went to cafe to makan abit.after awhile,xr came in.her shoes kinda high..huRhuR..anyway,she looked knida sad lah.usually she puts on make-up but i dun think she did today..well,she looked down on the floor..i thought wad..so i was holdin my fishcake in front of her eyes..in the end she was cryin!!..huR huR..not becoz of wad i did lah..i think is family probs..

anyway,we went down for prayer meetin.after tt got service.God's presence was realli veh strong..[or izzit always like this,except tt i juz didn't feel it?].i was cryin at the end of the service.i realli wanna serve God.but i dun think i can..Fear of change..*sigh*..well,wadeva it is,i was realli touched by the Lord.for once..i felt the love..the love tt he has been showerin on me all this while..after service we went to cafe.while walkin,i was shawn' hair got highlight blue oso.cool rite?went up to have lunch but i didn't.not enouh $$.while we ate..some went to other tables..so in the end we used 3 tables or so..haha.i sat wif xinyi,nick,xr and matheus.matheus was playin wif his ring.haha..it even got stuck in his finger..bwhaha!!..=Xx.and they were tokin bout ROSE>>>xinyi..haha..funny sia.and i was crappin away as usual..

we went down first coz xr wanted to meet shawn.[but funny..i didn't see her when we came down..]i was still crappin away.and matheus and xinyi were tokin bout each other..tulip and rose..bwhaha.after tt we went up the bus.
Left Right
empty empty empty empty
nick & auggie me & xinyi
shawn & matheus nicholas & debra
empty empty pearlyn & fiona

we all were crappin away..haha..realli funny.rose and tulip..haha..mostly is mi,xinyi,nick,matheus..i think..ya..haha..the rest of the cg were in another bus.butin our bus veh fun..haha.and i found out tt debra and shawn were steady..well,used to be lah.and when i was lookin at matheus(when he tok of coz muz look rite?respect mar]then shawn was lookin in my direction.dunno whether he lookin outside,at xinyi or at me..yULk..but i notice some times he stares at me.hai~i noe my pimple big.no need stare so hard rite?..haha..jkjk.anyway,got off the bus and walked to orchard cineleisure(anyhow spell).it was drizzlin at tt time.and we made alot of noise.haha.then tulip and rose were still...'debatin'..haha..matheus called rose in veh slang-ish way..ROSE budden the R sounds like a L..anyway,reached there liaoz then went to find xr and the rest.but the crowd veh big,so auggie,nick,matheus,xinyi and me went to the 2nd lvl(or izzit 1st lvl?in front of kfc there lah..haiya..haha).eugene came to find us budden after a while he went off.

Sun was amazin.the crowd shout so loud some more.haha.but after a while it got a bit boring.so we went walkin ard.until we ended up in kfc eatin.the boys were sittin at one corner and me and xinyi was sittin near the counter[oh oh,i saw dounut van(donovan)..haha]..we sat down,then later matheus came over a squat on the floor.then got this waiter[do u call him tt??..]ask him whether he need a chair or not..haha.well,can tell xinyi kinda irritated wif matheus.keep sayin rose so many times.me and xinyi were tokin bout stuff..then later yp and the rest came up.they went to Long John to makan.when we went in to meet them,we saw Gwen and Jules frm Spin..cool rite!..haha..anyway,after some time we went to heeren wif veron.took neoprints and went to meet wenzi and the rest.after walkin ard,we went back home

xr was kinda moody or smth.i think she was angry or smth at yp.coz alot of things happen.and ya..yp is like a 'silent observer'..hope xr will be ok..tok to wenzi while xr was on the phone wif matheus.bonded ya we both..haha..in a way i guess.anyway,reached home..ate dinner..blabla..nth much happened i guess..huR huR..

Saturday, December 13, 2003

:: StarrY ::

woke up..finally feelin betta.fever is gone but still have a headache and giddiness.hai~..xr finally has a blog!..hai~..jiE arR..i dun realli noe wad u writin lah budden wadeva it is in life,got any probs,u can come to me..hEe~..take care yA?..anyway,was tokin to fish juz now.kinda happy after tt..hehe..i dunno y.he told me tt pavan thinks i'm a freakin retard..yes!i am i am..well,i mean..no1 is perfect.ppl have diff opinions bout certain things.so i won't blame him.but i dunno lah..i feel abit hurt though. i feel troubled..stressed out in some way.i mean..look at my cg..look at the ppl.they pray realli well..they noe wad to say when probs arise[onli at times]..etc..i dunno wad i'm doing.i'm lost.they tok wif so much passion wif God in their hearts.but wad bout me?..shld i backslid and be away frm God?or continue livin in denial?i dunno wad to do anymore.i dun think i'm a gd christian.somehow..i dun have the fire burnin in mi anymore[i think].i realli dunno wad to do..

anyway,kinda happy tt huiling will be comin to the christmas concert..gd gd!..but hope she won't back out.same for andrew..

Friday, December 12, 2003

:: hoTeL ::

back..finally!!..man..today i got a freakin headache.i can't even go for prayer meetin and cgm..hai~well,i have this feelin i'll get a fever so i might as well rest at home..*sigh*..k..let's tok bout 8/12..yea..went to hotel amara(dun think dirty k ppl..its in a 'programme' so like..have to go if not forfeit).met my cousin there.and we were kinda crappin away[as usual]..then we started to make our 'tent'.huRhuR. it was fun.and sharon brought her radio so..YAY!..=Xx.anyway,tried to call huiling but nOoO body ans and xr is the same..>_<..weird..all went out.well,huiling had camp.so i can't blame her.anywayz,we had fun..went swimmin and sharon's mother was gonna wear a bikini..*yULk*[my form of yuck]..b4 going to swim,mi and sharon were playin wif ice.haha. running to and fro from the hotel rm to the 'ice box' and back to the hotel rm..

in the end we threw all the ice into the toilet bowl..[and i'm surprised my mother still could snore her time away wif us makin so much noise]!cool..bwhaha..so yah..we went swimming.sharon couldn't put her head in the water coz scared got infection & stuff[her ear got some prob lah..dun ask wad..i dun even noe..haha]..oh oh,b4 tt we went to eat lunch.then we went to buy a hairnet for my mother.then got this old lady who was sellin tissues.wanted to buy frm her.so..yea..mi and sharon went to buy frm her.i made her huge loss..nah..kiddin.gave her $2.[5 packets for $1]oops man.i juz wanted the 5 pacs and she could keep the remainin $1.she seemed kinda nice but i heard she goes there everyday to 'con' ppl..-.-' at night we went to Thanying to eat. everybody[except me] was kinda reluctant to go..but..hai~..oh well..haha..!!.=Xx.got alot of ppl/waiter/waitress who wanted to refill mi and sharon's cup.well,lucky we covered our cups.there was oso this yandao guy[accordin to my cousin..]who wanted to refill..she thought i was lookin at him..well,i was..but i was lookin at his hair!..huRhuR..yes..i'm crazy.but i like the colour mar..haha..

so..on to 9/12..went to suntec.sat this realli cool taxi wif a 'mini tv'..cool rite?..anywayz,went for the ducktour..man..it was fun.but the SLOW and BUMPY ride gave mi a headache.i like it FAST and bumpy..but..at least i enjoyed myself.we were walkin ard and we saw..SPONGEBOB!!..*wHOoSh*..haha..so cute!..budden patrick's feet were damn flat.haha.well,although i had fun.i still felt kinda sad and..left out..hai~..always listenin to sharon and her mother.hai~..*sigh*.well,at least i could enjoy korean food almost everyday!..haha.well,i was tokin to fish at nite.hid behind the curtains..then after tt,mi and sharon thought we saw 2 ghosts.kinda spookin but maybe we were freakin ourselves out..

10/12..went to lido to watch brother bear. the taxi driver didn't noe where was orchard road and he was kinda touchy touchy towards sharon's mother.*yULk*..it was kinda stupid u noe..i mean..my mother and sharon's mother watchin RA movie..but in the then found out it was a horror movie...alamak..well,its kinda stupid tt my mother was SLEEPING while a horror movie is 'right b4 her eyes'..well,brother bear was funny..real funny
squrriel1:(anyhow spell)and ur sure u didn't take the nuts tt were here
squrriel2:[mouth stuffed wif 2 nuts]*shakes head*
bear:erm,excuse me
squrriel1:BEAR!!..walk...back..very...slowly..
haha..another scene:
mousse1:(my spellin sux..>_<)let's play i spy..i spy..smth..GREEN
mousse2:..erm..tree??
mousse1:right..
mousse2:i spy smth..TALL
mousse1:tree?..i spy a..vertical log..
mousse2:tree?..
stupid rite?..haha..u gotta watch this movie.even though its like..cartoon.watch it.anyway,met hafiz there.kinda put up an act in front of sharon.dun wan her tellin her mom tt..u noe u noe..well,while watchin the movie.we both we holdin hands..*bLusH*..hehe..anyway,after the movie,we went to meet our mothers.my mother was kinda paranoid at tt time coz smth 'bad' happened to her..-.-'

i saw mrs cumar there too[at lido]..weird..but..haha..hope nobody realised my face coz it was damn red i tell u.we went window shoppin.mi and sharon crappin away while the mothers were tokin bout clothes..yULk..some dresses looked nice but..$109!..man,imagine all the food u could buy wif $109!!..haha..well,went to the underpass.went into this bakery and i saw smth..yULk..realli yULk..imagine this:
-a couple[yes,girl & boi.not girl & girl or boi & boi]
-girl wearin mini skirt
-guy puts hand IN mini skirt
yULk..and he didn't take it out unless he needs to pay for the food or smth.yuck.me and my cousin were disgusted.when they went out..we were kinda starin at them.they went to buy some stuff..and..yULk..i shan't say anymore..it's disgustin.well,we were walkin to forum when this weird lookin ppl wif some face paint to make them look scary were givin out flyers.kinda cool..wanted to go to Ignor's..but..hai~..but stanley went!..damn..met sharon's father at forum and went to this teochew rest. which serves some realli GD food.lol. man..i wish i was like 18 or smth?..tt rest. was near mohammed(anyhow spell) sultan rd.cool rite?..=Xx..oh well..

11/12..cheryl came over pretty early..and her hair grew longer..haha..can compare wif sharon..bwhaha.we chatted for a while.after tt we went down to eat breakfast.
sharon:4 sushi
cheryl:1 or 2 sushi,corn pie
adelene(mi..haha..):1 or 2 sushi,and 1 ultra biggy springroll*dRooLs*..yummy :)

haha..then we went to swim.everyone followed my stupid marathon..haha..but it was fun.cheryl and sharon called xr and asked if she wanted to come but she had her *ahem*..so couldn't come.'yesterday' she went for amazing race..i wanted to go!..*sigh*..some more lately xinyi feels kinda down.wanted to cheer her up but..fail..-.-'..hope she'll be ok.anyway,after tt we went up to play in the bath tub[yes,we were wearin our swimmin costumes on.we're not crazy enough to let each other see our body].cheryl was playin her 'flute'.haha.and we were all filled wif bubbles.everywhere..in the bath tub i mean..huRhuR..we used cheryl's towel as a curtain while we change in the shower area.and cheryl oso taught us how to eat the creamer b4 she left..taste like cookie..haha.so after she left.mi and sharon started to search for the creamer and ya..ate it.we tried the coffee.yULk..bitter like hell..yucks yucks..we ate sharon's cookies.we oso ate the instant noodles.sharon ate the muffin.haha..we can ate junk food faster than home cooked food!..haha

well,at nite after the micheal jackson video thingy..we were tokin bout boys and stuff..haha..as in,how sharon's mother met 'the right guy'..and the 'convict'..haha.and how my mother mezmorise almost all the guys in her workplace when she was young.haha..kinda fun.then we all went to sleep.woke up at like..5.30am?it was total darkness man..some1 off the toilet lights..>_<..well,wad kinda strugglin wif the darkness..dunno y..but slpt again..yea..woke up at like..9 or 10 smth.

12/12..time to go home.we packed up.my mother was blur-er then ever..and mi and my cousin was tryin to fold our sleepin bags.haha..and i did mine by myself!!..YES!!=Xx..well..went to the foodcourt pretty early.'stole' the apple frm the counter..haha..evil brats we are :) after we ate,went down to buy some stuff..and we went back home after tt..the taxi driver was kinda..i dunno..weird?..he doesn't even bother to help us..evil guy!!..no lah..kiddin..well,i stop here..go rest..cya ppl~

Sunday, December 07, 2003

:: wh0oSh ::

lame title..anywayz,yesterday the yesterday(5/12?),went for cgm.nick brought his fren preston and matheus brought his cousin,shawn[this guy is onli 12??can't believe..].both fit in quite well and yp wanted us to realli go all out to bring our frenz.well,i managed to get andrew to come budden..he's alredi a christian!..hai~..after cgm we went to take neL..wenzi,xr,xinyi,veron,daniel and weikang.augustin suppose to join us budden have to wait for his bro.[haha..nick take wrong line!!..=Xx].everybody was crappin away.and b4 takin neL,had a nice chat wif wenzi which i dun usually do coz i'm not tt close to her.cooL man..bounded..bwhaha..anyway,crap all the way to kovan[well,we still continue crappin when we went to mcdonalds].we[xr,veron and me] were kinda evil...join all the food we wanna order so tt 'hafiz'[my fren oso name hafiz..oOo] will take more than 1 min to serve us and we will get this free ice cream!!..bwhaha..Misson Accomplish!..:P

then yesterday(6/12),toked to fish on the phone until my cousin called mi to go and meet her at my ah ma hse.while walkin there,saw this cute cat~~i thought it would be afraid of me[stray cat ya..] but it wasn't..hehe..got to touch it..so called sharon to come down.we both played wif it until another cat came 'running' by and yea..there was nearly a cat fight[man,my english is gettin worse each day].well,after we had our fun..i walk wif sharon to meet her parents.her mother and father both think i'm not gettin any taller[*sob sob*] and her mother thinks i'm gettin slimmer[which is in fact..wrong!..i'm gettin THINNER u dimwit..=Xx]..hEe~..well,made my way back and saw the tabby cat tt me and sharon wanted to cuddle[...correct word?]..and i realised it was pregnant and the other cat who wanted to start a fight was the..husband..haha..yea..cool eh?

i wanted so much to bring the cat home[the first one,but if i could i'll bring all 3..bwhaha..] but confirm cannot..so..bLeaH..and tt cat give mi alot of freakin scratches and bites..whoOsH man..pain.but it kinda reminds mi of my cat..hai~~well,later in the nite i was kinda pissed of wif my mother.i mean,i told her tt the clothes were still wet and tt i onli can take out one set of clothes first.but she still keep naggin and askin mi how come onli got one set.didn't i juz tell her??..hai~..and she thinks there's smth wrong wif me..>_<..

today..bwhaha..well,firstly..my sore throat got worse!!!..>_<...i dunno how it got worse..muz be the pork.hai~

Thursday, December 04, 2003

:: chaLeT ::

went for chalet frm yesterday to today.bwhaha.so short.well,at first it was kinda hard to adapt to my 'surroundings'.coz got alot of 'fuck u lah','y is this fuckin shit so fuckin irritatin' or stuff lidat.well,besides me and fish,there were timon,haikal,din,pavan and weiliang[zhang shan wei look-a-like]...i think.anyway,unpacked our stuff and watched some tv.(soccer:singapore vs malaysia)b4 tt i think timon was playin golf.wif the 'tools' of a broom and a soccer ball.*whack*and the tip(the brush part) came flyin off..haha..well,i felt kinda out of place coz i juz dun fit in..hai~..when it was nite,sze yun and justina(howeva u spell her name) came over..not 4gettin douglas oso.after a while,sze yun/justina's fren came over..realised tt i was the onli 'innocent' soul there..i mean..they drank beer and smoke,swear oso..hai~..then fish and timon at tt time were playin yu gi oh(card game).i started messagin(sms)km and yp.km coz i was bored.yp,coz i need to tell her stuff bout cgm..bla..

well,later in the nite they(i think pavan and douglas didn't go) went to the RED HSE..and fish got this realli bad feelin tt some ghost frm the red hse followed them back and so he told them he was kinda shiverin and stuff when they came back.they were kinda shock i can tell..well,timon asked everyone to go out first then go back in(i dun get it..as in wad he is doin).then we were suppose to sleep budden timon was playin wif weiliang's hp.and then everyone started playin on their hp.well,i was gettin bored lah.somemore my batt not enough liao.so went out to drink water then join fish,din,pavan,weiliang.they asked mi wad the rest were doin inside.me:playin 'golf'(weiliang's 7210 had golf-game)so yea..he was kinda angry and went in.and i think later he brought out the chair frm inside to sit coz kian lum and weijie were eatin.so yea,took the 'headless broom' out and tried to act beng.coz got this grp of ppl sittin near us.then one of the boys was starin at him.so ah wei(bwahhaaha!!) went and threw the broom stick on the floor and shouted at them"wad u lookin at?!"..then when he turn ard..he started laughin..haha..how lame.and can u believe at tt time it was like 5 smth in the morning?(man,i didn't slp..oOo!!)

well,they were tokin bout the formation they were gonna have for their soccer match.they crazy i tell u..ask mi join them.din:adel u join lah,u go naked then everybody look at u then we win alredi..me:...*diao*...haha..after tt we went to the beach to watch the sunrise.pavan:if my calculations is correct,which s always wrong..the sunrise would be...*thinks*..tt way*points finger at oppo direction*but lucky us..we were crappin away..haha..so they started to play soccer.after tt we went back to the room.they washed up and yah..tried to find a place to rest.so ya,rested on the floor.can't believe i kicked pavan's butt..haha.but he veh poor thing..can't slp coz ppl all ard him were tokin and ya..juz couldn't slp wif all tt noise..haha..well,timon and din and i dunno who else went to swim.when they came back,din and timon shared the toilet.."i can see you!!"..haha..tt's wad they were sayin inside there.stupid lehz,then we all were complaining.haha.well,weiliang got his well deserved slp..i sit at weijie's bed[at the end there]and and kicked my butt a few times..din gave up his place at weiliang's bed so..ya..oso kanna kicked out..>_<

later on in the day,weiliang and din were like..gay lorz.they were havin 'sex'..haha.everybody was disgusted..but funny oso..haha.and justina was screamin her head off man..>_<..[tryin to turn timon on?]sze yun was kinda starin at mi once in a while..why arR?..hmMz..anywayz,ppl go in go out..in the end is always me and fish in the room.well,soon it was 5pm..pavan went to make the bbq pit.


adel-->ah-dell-->ah-dul..alamak..justina and sze yun..i hate justina..=Xx..timon,din,pavan,weiliang,haikal,fish,kian lum,weijie,douglas..

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

:: daRkeN ::

haven't blog in ages..shall update this later or tml or wheneva..haha..stupid..budden yea..biE~

today went for cgm at matheus hse.some how,i seem to be the lonely soul there..*sigh*anyway,matheus left his bag at j8,-.-'..so ya..weird..haha.so when he came back it was alredi like..12?i dunno..so we started off late.when walkin to his hse,i was kinda...alone...*sigh*then eugene was doin the "and then..and then" thing frm dude,where's my car?.so ya,joked ard..but i guess i was makin a fool out of myself instead.so ya,went up to his hse,then sat down.xr sittin next to xinyi,xinyi to veron[i think]veron to sam,sam to deborah,deborah to pelyn,then pelyn to me..it feels like i'm tryin to distant myself away frm them[which i'm not]..well,anyway,this cgm was gd lah i guess..cried pretty hard,though tt's not the worse.yp asked us to take away our masks,i onli managed to take away part of it.the other can't come out..but even if it were to come out,i guess u'll see my sighin or frownin most of the time..

after cgm,we fellowship his matheus hse.cinthia,me,veron,jackie and wenzi were singin songs..haha..i think some were oso joinin in..haha..then still got matheus and xinyi shoutin over wad to watch.."ju-on!!".."no!!sch of rock!!!"..haha..so sad..why can't xinyi give in to matheus,he's leavin soon..and why can't matheus give in to xinyi for once?i mean he keeps callin her rose instead of xinyi..>_<..stupid lah..but in the end they went to watch ju on and matheus couldn't go wif them.he kept callin my hp then ask for xinyi..>_<..hai~..feel so used..nvm lah..*sigh*..anyway,after tt went to meet fish.he was kinda sad lah..*sigh*..how to cheer him up??..anyway,did the countdown wif him..so its gd..but the bad thing is i can't say wad i wanna say to him coz my father is ard..sheesh..


today i started on some hw.didn't manage to do most of it..coz got alot of distraction.and tried tokin to nick.juz couldn't..got scolded instead.some more fish is..i dunno..*sigh*-runs of cryin-


today went over to xr's hse to study and stuff.well,i guess we didn't realli study.spent most of our time juz chillin and slackin ard.we found this alcoholic drink and decided to try it.[juz to let u noe,this is not my first time drinkin,so..ya...]we had to ask xr's mother first...kinda shocked.i mean..she allowed!..oOo..cool.haha..=Xx.but it was kinda bitter. urk. well,i drank most of the drink.while,i think xr drank a few sips and got a little crazy..hehe..=Xx..after tt we went out to the mini-mart to buy some 'wine' thingy.[i dunno wad i shld call it..wine/champagne/non-alcohol drink]its kinda cheap..3 smth..haha.and when we went back,we played wif the kitten and cats for a while.so cute!!and the kitten is damn playful..haha..so we opened the bottle in the toilet,coz we wanted the 'pop' sound..ya..haha..

kinda sweet wif a little zest or wadeva u call it.realli nice..but we got a little lunny..and tt was when my cheeks started to turn pink/red.i mean..its a non-alcohol drink,and my cheeks turn red??..whoa..haha.after tt we went online.so..a few minutes after we went onli,xr's lil bro came back.tt guy is rough i tell u...and pervertic[wad do u expect??he took his toy car he 'drove' it on my chest..urk!!]and he punched my chin..ouchies..but nvm..after tt we went down to eat paus!!..hehe.nice~..but xr's mother was bombardin[correct spellin?] me wif loads of qns.*sigh*..well,after tt i went home.dun u juz hate it when u board the bus and somehow,everybody is starin at u?i hate tt..i mean..i noe i'm weird,but dun need to gimme tt kinda reaction rite?haha..jkjk.anyway,at nite i was tokin to fish..

had a rough day,realli hope tt he'll be ok.dun mind me sayin this but his parents totally suck..evil ppl..=Xx..well,bloggin off now..nth much to say liao.hehe..cya


*sigh*i think a few days ago,i cried and threw a tantrum in front of my cousin.but i juz couldn't stand it anymore.why are they always showin her more love than they show me?*sigh*anyway,today i missed the first bus to church.huR huR..then i took 2nd bus wif wenzi and huifen.inside the bus got onli a few ppl.[well,at least fewer than the christmas concert.well,the service was gd i guess.and funny too.haha
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haha..got these 'new-aged aunties' sittin in front of me.abit scary..haha..and i think i saw one of them take out her shoe and..ya..u get the picture..

well,after service the cg went to fellowship at IMM.before tt we were hangin out at the 'fitness corner'.and weisheng was there too.so,after they left,met up wif fish.tried cheerin him up,but i dunno whether it worked.hai~anyway,went back home after tt.saw alot of indians..and i realli mean alot.there was even one sittin next to me.no offence but..he stinks.and he kept fallin unto me.[coz he was sleepin..-.-'] urk.
well,xr..its not tt i neva treated u as a bez fren and stuff.i did treasure our frenship but..i guess we were driftin apart?..and..plz..dun be bothered by my entry.i was juz typin out my thoughts.i dun mean any harm or wadsoeva.well,certain actions bring about certain consequences.know wad u are doing oso..tt's the main thing..i guess...and well,ur not a bad person..realli.ur a nice girl.but like wad i said,ur actions..and stuff..ya..=Xx.and oso..dun be a man-pleaser.i still trust u,i wanna hear wad u have to say.but maybe i'm still invisble or maybe i juz haven't shown u tt i care..no offence or anything.but in sch,everybody has been givin u a chance to change.realli.u did change,but it somehow seemed..temporary.but i could see ur struggle then,tt u realli wanted to change for the betta.u were tryin realli hard rite?[erm..correct hor?=Xx]well,continue tryin!i noe u can be a betta person.u juz have to 'keep on keepin on' rite?i have faith in u.and dun eva lose hope in God.he will always be there for u!


well,ya,u saw the post below..i dunno lah..i'm going crazy,anyway,went out wif fish juz now.hard time finding orgy's vapor transmisson cd[correct?i 4got the title..]..anyway,wanted to buy trapt,but $35 is abit too much.so i bought him matchbox 20's more than you think you are.well,at least i still have some $$ left.hehe..well,went over to his place.waited for him at the bus stop.while waitin,i was actually peelin off the tag when i could do smth much more easier[i could've took out the top plastic coverin..-.-']..waste of time man..>_<.so ya,glad that he was happy.hehe..so now i gave him his FIRST cd in his NEW collection.whoa rite?..hope he'll be alrite,still kinda depressed..and i'm still scared.i dunno..remember the kim thing?ya..[who the hell am i askin?..=Xx]..i'm feelin 50% scared and 50% confidant[actually..its more of a up and down thing.i might feel confidant for awhile,but drop to being scared later..get wad i mean?]..*sigh*

and u shld realli start on my hw..sometimes i get to over-confidant that i will finish my hw b4 sch starts tt i can even be SLACKING AROUND..dangerous man..haha..so bloggin off now,gonna stare at the wall or smth..[-.-'..]..so cya..[izzit me or does my entry title have an A thingy?oh well,dun bother bout it ya?]


i guess,this christmas is not a gd one for many ppl.For me,i went out since my parents give no damn bout christmas[wad i told them fell upon deaf ears..-.-'].instead of REALLY enjoyin it..i got all worried and ya,nearly gpt banged by a car yesterday.sheesh. my mother doesn't seem to noe tt i love her.i neva realli told my parents that i love them,but in my heart..i love them alot.true,i go thru alot of 'pain' but..i shld count myself lucky tt i dun get whacked so badly.i shld count myself lucky tt i have such loving parents..no wait..i dunno..lookin at my mother,i dun even noe whether she cares if i live or not.i noe she cares bout me but now..it seems she cares more bout her face and my cousin..then bout my well-being.*sigh*..and why can't my father and mother LOVE each other again?STOP QUARRELLING!!i dun wanna be the person in the middle to stop u guys.and i dun wan u to keep ventin ur anger on me!!!!!!!*sighs heavily*..family..

Are they true? Or are my friends not treating me as a friend. Imagine you treating soemone as a friend, and he treats you.. for example, like a classmate only?Basic respond to these complains about life from my "friends" (Now I doubt they are true) are : " Cheer Up! " or " No matter what happens, God is with you! " Right?! - Nick

doubts..doubt me too..and all i eva wanted was to help ppl and see them happy again..like u nick..i dun have a bez fren.i trust u,xr,xinyi..the rest..i dunno.but the onli bez frenz i have alredi split up frm the grp.well,i wanna show the 'love frm frenship' to other ppl..but i juz screw it up everytime.for instance nick,he is younger than me but go thru things more stressful than me.i wanna help him..but i juz dunno how,i dunno the right words to cheer ppl up.all i can eva say is "relax" or "cheer up"..wad the heck..i'm a failure.and xinyi,go thru so much but i can't seem to help her..y?i dunno how to help..wad a lame reason.xr,family probs and stuff..*sighs again*i dunno wad to say to make things betta,i dunno wad to do to make u cheer up.i try my bez to make u happy,but end up givin u the wrong impression.seriously,i wan to help u guys,i realli do..but..i juz dunno how..i realli care..dun mistake me.i am not those ppl who wanna stumble u,or juz some 'passer-by'..coz i've alredi felt how they treated me..

u guys are lucky they dun think u are a freak..me..ya..i'm a freak.the onli 2 ppl who dun think so is God and fish.but fish is going thru his own probs..and KIM is in a sense tryin to steal him away frm me.*sigh*..at least being wif God is gd.but i think i'm backsliding slowly..i'm not a strong person..i live in denial.everyone is going thru their own probs..and ya..i feel so discouraged..so ashamed of myself.ppl in the cg can bring 1-3 frenz..or bring the same fren back...me?..hai~and some more they can pray well..[if u noe wad i mean..]and are more holy and stuff..i'm on the rocks.i dunno wad to do anymore.i dun wanna wear the mask anymore..i dun..but i have to..i dun wan ppl to see how sad i am.i wan to noe tt i'm 'happy' so they can smile..and..ya..be 'happy' too.but maybe they're wearin a mask too..

shld i distant myself away frm my frenz 4eva and let them deal wif their own probs..or shld help them in some way?i dunno..i'm lost..i dunno wad to do.so many things in my mind..so many things to do..


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!a time of giving and sharin.but let us not 4get that jesus is the reason for the season.ok..i dunno wad i'm sayin.spike's nick..take a look

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well,went out today.obviously there is nth nice to do at home.i dun wanna do hw coz its a festive season u noe..comes onli once a year and bla?..so i went out wif fish.[its funny how when i wear a red shirt,he wears a blue one.and when i wear a blue one,he wears a red one..-.-']we searched the whole of suntec for tt freakin golden village,to onli find out that..there were ALOT of ppl.so we went to bk instead.though i wasn't cravin for anything,he bought mi a sundae pie.and the way he eats is..kinda amazing.haha.and today is huiling's b-dae!!..HAPPY B-DAE!!

well,went home early today.fish's parents sux i tell u.its christmas and they're like so evil to him..*sigh*i wish i could do smth to lessen his burden or smth.well,some of u guys noe kim likes him.i'm realli scared tt he will fall for her.i noe he won't but..i dunno...i trust but..now he's down.and kim will do her very bez to cheer him up.i dunno lah..its sorta like a game.if i lose,she gets him while i lose the onli one i love[did i juz say tt?]..*sigh*..i realli need him.tt's the thing.i dunno wad i shld do.twin said i shld let her win today.well,maybe so..but she alredi took lead..[i'm gettin paranoid..but we're tokin bout losin the one i love most u noe?!]..hai~~HOW?!?!?




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went out wif sharon and family today.a bit rush rush i guess.and we went to the beach.and i was in my jeans!..wah lao eh.=Xx.i didn't realli enjoy my time.my mother was tokin to my cousin most of the time and being blur.favouritism.*sigh*anyway,went to this rest. which serves some realli cool seafood.but i love their kangkong!!..nice~!..i enjoyed the food but sharon and her family and my mother..tt i didn't enjoy.though on our way home mi and sharon joked ard abit..i didn't realli enjoy it.well,merry xmas eve!!..


today the 'air-con man' came to fix the air-con[duh~]and one of them thought my mother was pregnant!..haha..well,was tokin to fish.kinda sad lah..my mother..hai~..anyway,ate lunch..yada yada.my father came home early,so he accompanied me to top up my card and buy the titbits.saw xr and her mother nearby.saw the head prefect at hlm.blablabla..went back home..got ready for the 'event'..but it started raining..>_<..anyway,still made it in time.cinthia,tiff and daniel were cookin pan-cakes which,looked like some scrambled eggs to me..=Xx.matheus and wenzi were practicin their item.but i guess most of the time matheus was foolin ard..actin sissy..haha..=Xx..anyway,soon after,ppl come liaoz.noticed pauline was kinda..lonely..so ya,went to talk to her.quiet ya..maybe shy..i dunno.

well,we all gathered together to say grace and..ya..started eatin..haha.food was great.and we played 'zhong ji mi ma'(anyhow spell)..[haha..lazy type bout it,look at xr blog for more info].poor jackie..hehe..well,after tt we exchanged our gifts.i thought my gift was a lightbulb..=Xx..but in the end it was a small box wif a bear thingy on top.cute!!..nick got my gift.he's one 'lucky' guy.his christmas present from me..his gift exchange present..frm me oso..haha.well,we all had fun.and ya,after tt wenzi and matheus!!..wenzi sang the song and matheus was playin the piano.its realli nice,but i think wenzi voice too soft.but..maybe its juz me.[i'm partially deaf if u didn't noe].after their item,we had a time of sharin.i was picked first.kinda scary lah i guess.my mind was in a total mess and ya..well,i guess i didn't make a gd 'speech'.i didn't realli 'thank' anybody.but i realli wan them to noe tt i appreciate their help..

ya..is like,i'm the onli one who didn't thank any1..-.-'.i'm so ashamed.yp is a great cg leader.becoz of her,she made me stronger and my wisdom grew[erm..u get wad i mean..].well,nobody is perfect.and we all try to be..perfect.but we juz can't.but wad's the point bout being perfect,when u dun have frenz to support u.and stuff lidat..[i dunno why i'm tokin bout this..]..anyway,we cleared up i guess..and got ready to go home.yp,tiff and gang went for prayer meetin.most of us walked to the interchange.some of them blur blur walk to my hse.haha..oh oh..phelan came oso.which was gd.hope he'll be touched my God's love..hehe.well,i'll end of wif this 'speech'..huR..

a realli BIG shoutout to frenz like xinyi,xr,nick..maybe u guys dunno but u've helped mi alot in life.u made me stronger coz at least i noe i have frenz like u.maybe u guys dun like my attitude and stuff but thanx for bearin wif me these past few months.i noe i've been a realli big pain in the neck..sorry ya..juz wanna wish the bez for u guys and that each of u can continue to be a 'beacon of light'.
xinyi:hiE~..dun *ahem* anymore ok?it hurts me more than it hurts u.i dun wanna see some1 who is close to me hurtin herself.treasure life..coz u onli live once.smile more oso ok?well,thanx for being there when i was down.i noe quite alot of ppl,but u were one of the few who actually bothers to help me.and i realli appreciate it.thanx..:D
xr:hey girl! though nowadays we seldom talk,we still noe each other quite well ya?every1 changes,but at least i noe i have frenz like u to support me.if it was not for u accompanyin me in sch,i guess i'll be kinda lonely and most prob hide in one corner.and believe me when i say ur strong.both mentally and physically.so continue being strong and live life to the fullest!
nick:yoZ~hehe..dun play too much games ya.thanx for being a listenin ear oso.maybe u not close to me so neva realli open up..i dun blame u lah..well,juz dun bottle ur probs inside.let it out,or tell it to God..take care.


had some realli weird dreams last time.kinda funny lah,i mean..i dun usually have dreams tt weird.*sigh*anyway,woke up and went downstairs.fish called and ya..singin..haha.but we toked on the phone for awhile coz after tt he had to go for band practice.then i sms xiniyi.later maybe going out wif her auntie..whOoSh..helen called mi,asked for huiling's no..i guess i was going psycho again,and i said some stupid stuff.after she called.got another lady call my hp.frm american express some more.whoa rite?she ask one qns the we put down liao..haha.i mean,i'm onli 13..i can't have a credit card tt young rite?..sheesh.wad is the world comin to!..=Xx..and i'm coughin my ass off.at nite can't sleep bcoz of this..*sigh*..

anyway,met up wif xinyi,saw alot of familiar ppl and one extremely mature p6 for rebonded and dyed her hair..-.-'.anyway,in the mrt we both were kinda complainin and talkin bout sch belts and stuff.i hate my sch belt..no wait..it DOESN'T have a belt anymore,its sewn on!!..screw it..-.-'..=Xx..well,we went to far east first.xinyi can't seem to call through her auntie's hp,so we decided to look ard first.we saw alot of bungs i tell u..freaky.haha.i tried on a skirt..which looked quite nice[urk..]but its kinda translucent..=.=..then we went to look for xinyi's other auntie who is workin at slimfit studio or smth.but didn't help much..so we took some pics..saw serene,mel and stacy.i love stacy's pants..so baggy!..whoa..ultra cool.=Xx. well,after tt we continued lookin ard and we went into one real hell of a time.i dun mean fun..i realli mean hell.

me:(enters shop)
sales ger1:xiao mei!!
me:-shocked-
sales ger1:(turns to the other 2 salesger and laughs..and realli thought i was scared)
me:-thinkin-uh huh..right~~
xinyi & me:-lookin ard-
salesger2:xiao mei,ni zai ciao[4got the hanyu pinyin liaoz...-.-'] she me?(lemme translate..betta]
haiya..lazy to show the whole scene.basically,xinyi was juz lookin ard,and i dun think that she wanted to buy the jeans..but oh well,in the end kanna.i oso kanna.i wasn't gonna buy anything frm there but tt salesger kept 'forcing' me to buy.their service is gd lah i guess,if u dunno wad fits u can ask them for help,but the bad thing is that they kinda pressure u to buy frm them..-.-'

well,after tt we went to grab a bite at Han's.cool place i have to say.serves gd food too!..hehe.xinyi ate hor fun and as for me..2 plates of fish 'n' chips.yes..2!!..xinyi kanna shocked oso..haha..dun believe i can eat so much[even though i'm so thin..well,accordin to ppl lah..=Xx]i think even one of the cooks got shock.i dunno..haha..but nice~ :P..after tt we walked over to heeren to take some more pics[pocket big hole liaoz].there,i saw serene and 'gang'..again.after havin enough pics taken,we went home.i went to hlm to buy some presents.saw jianling and her sis.so cute..haha.and i realli 'admire' her,i mean she's onli 13 and she helps her mother to tend this small stall outside.her 'sellin' skills kinda gd..hehe

so ya,after tt went home.yada yada yada.went to my room to tok to fish.was kinda cryin over the phone..hai~..well,at least all's well..i think..



today no need go church..heng~..haha.anyway,slept for quite long today.haha..which is gd too.rainy day some more..so shuang and its freezin in my room[even though i dun have air-con,its still cold].fish called me at 11.30am and he wanted to sing a song but i spoiled his plan..bwhaha.i'm so evil.then xinyi sms mi later on,ask mi wanna go out or not.but i cannot..*sobz*[my clothes all kanna,some more my father ard...daNG]tml oso dunno whether any1 can pei wo.need to buy some christmas gifts,food and clothes.*sigh*..anyway,ard afternn bah,twin called.he is gettin lamer and lamer each day i tell u.but at least it kills time talkin to him..bwhaha.=Xx..tried doin my maths today.even though i didn't finish the whole thing,i did most of it!..YAY!..haha

dunno whether i shld go out to buy clothes tml.[suddenly i'm thinkin of buying a skirt.man..scary]but it's confirm.i'm buyin the presents tml.hEe~..but i guess i'll shop alone.so sad..but ya..i dunno whether xr will be free[and obviously tokin to sean now..so i guess i won't bother her].was watchin Adams Family Values juz now.adams family rocks!..haha.somehow,i'm gettin influence by their gothic ways.i dunno.sudden urge to be gothic.but i'd rather be myself and not waste $$ on mascara,nail polish..yada yada yada..bwhaha.[even though i have the urge,i WILL control myself]well,saw spike's nick..

Fu*k this Shi*t and That. Get the fu*kin hell away from me. 10 stairs? FORGET HER. forget the fu*k? fu*k YEA. Say'n EasY. FUK U

hMmZ,guess his lover girl juz made this butthead angry..oh my..i'm so~~~~~~~~sorry..[like real..i'm sarcastic..bwhaha..=Xx]but seriously lah,i dun wan him to be cold towards me.[no,i dun LIKE him.i juz wan us to be frenz..u noe..]*sigh*i juz dun get sk8ers like him.stupid..i feel like killin him..i mean it.but nah.i dun wanna waste my time doin tt.and i juz learned how to upload pics..haha..=Xx..i'm slow.-.-'

helen mi and huiling..i look retarded..damn..=Xx

my beloved cat!i miss her alot..hai~[erm,i noe the size is small..i'll try to make it bigger..if i'm not lazy..haha]


today went to church to help out at children church.somehow didn't see tiffany so i went wifout her first. made some new frenz(all older than me some more..-.-'),and i was the usher in B4.so frightening..haha.it was jam-packed wif kids man..whoa..saw this celery guy..bwhaha..i thought it was a ger lehz..but its a guy.=.=..anyway,got alot of kids(acutally i think its like..90% raised up their hands?)accepted Jesus into their hearts.so cool rite?after we finished our 'jobs',we went up to B2 to help out wif the presents.alot of kids kanna 'lost and found' sia..-.-'..after B2 ok liao,we bring up the stuff to lvl 4.kinda fun..haha..then wo pei some guy to carry the rubbish down.we chat for awhile.kinda cool lah...first time chat until so..i dunno..wif a boi way older then me(ok,i dunno how old is he..he looks like 18..ard there lah..)

after tt we finished liaoz.so i went to meet fish.and i cured his 'insomnia'.cool rite?..bwhaha..huR..suddenly keep sayin cool.anywayz,diane sms me,sayin she saw this couple,ger so fat boi so thin..-.-'.then she oso saw a gay couple..urk. well,after some time then i went home.church was packed wif ppl..includin the bus.bwhaha. then i took the mrt back.on the way,i saw one of my sch's prefect.and i saw this two guys(one teen,one young boi).the guy went out at jurong east.the boi i think juz gave his heart to Jesus.coz like..got this stuff which is frm city harvest.[u noe..tt small packet full of small little book thingys..haha].well,by the time i reached kovan,it was raining cats and dogs..whoa man. called my father to fetch me home.[in the meantime,i went to buy french fries!..hEe~*evil grin*]

well,this is bout all..jackie asked whether i wanna join chilren church.i'm still considerin but high chance no.i'm too slow to catch up wif them..haha..


today's the day~haha..and i still dunno wad to wear tml..-.-'*sigh*i dun feel like going.i juz dun think i'm gd enough and frenly enough..anyway,today's the concert.and suppose to meet at amk mrt the cheers there.i thought i was the first one coz i was like..half an hour early.but no..heng~~~..got xinyi,veron,nick and phelan[correct spellin?].nick so poor thing..haha.kanna 'hounded' by phelan>>game addict.well,after waiting long 'hours' for huiling,we decided we shld go first,and we tell her how to get there.jalan kaya roti prata rocks!..haha..well,huiling finally came.so,after a while,we took 86 back to amk and waited for the bus to come.scary leh in tt bus,so many ppl.haha..i'm serious.it was packed.(i wonder how the bus can manage and stuff?..haha)

then we reached church.even more packed!!!and we had to go to lvl 3 coz b2 kinda blocked off or smth.saw edmund at the lobby too!..but i dun think he noticed me..-.-'.anyway,inside the auditorium was packed too.some were even sittin on the stairs.the concert was realli gd i tell u.and it was kinda cold(or izzit God's presence?-.-')even though huiling didn't give her heart/life to Christ,still happy tt she came.and she was abit more open now ya?after the service,we went to look for yp and the rest.but they were gettin autograph frm he yao sun.so we had to go all the way up and wait for them at the other side..hai~huiling was busy eatin her ice cream and candy floss..and i saw sihui oso..oOo..kinda surprised.matheus cut his hair.oOo..haha..so funny.and if i not wrong sean oso cut his hair..but there's still his highlighted hair so..i dunno..haha..anyway,i oso dun care..haha..

then some of us waited at the entrance coz we were gonna go to jp to eat dinner.and sean thought i juz came!..alamak..u see how 'invisible' i am??anywayz,took the bus to jp there.huiling went first coz of her curfew[izzit lidat spell?].then i got aileen's number..haha..kinda cool.she seems like a nice girl.anyway,we went to kfc to eat.then soon after yp came..haha.then after tt we went home of coz.when daniel and xr were enterin..is like..all the red thingys didn't go down..remained open..lucky i got in.haha.=Xx..so they didn't noe wad to do,and went down to tell the man or smth.then suddenly the escalator near me change direction..diao rite?..haha.then after tt we saw yp oso.oOo..haha.then we take mrt together.we were crappin away[as usual..haha]..kinda stupid lehz..then when we got off.i was scarin daniel.haha..looks like i'm not the onli timid one.hEe~..budden he poke and 'slap' my shoulder there lehz..urk. so pain..haha..well,bloggin off now..haha..cya ppl


back here again..had this realli weird dream bout angels and stuff..kinda cool and scary..but funny too..[tt's why i say i keep havin weird dreams..i mean,angels dun kill ppl rite??..huR huR..]..well,was chattin wif fish for a while..man,wonder when he can actually sleep peacefully..*sigh*..anyway,gonna meet up wif him later and bla..and i have to eat instant noodles again.this is gettin boring i tell u..and unhealthy.at 11+am..diane called to ask me where is jp..
diane:adel!!
me:huh?ya..why?
diane:do u noe how to get to jurong point
me:er..ya..take mrt to boon lay
diane:orh ok.then u noe how to get there..
me:its in boon lay...[haven't finished tokin]
diane:orh ok..thanx..bye
*tooT tooT tooT*
me:..o_0..

haha..stupid..anyway,went out to meet fish.while on the way,i saw this cute ppl.wad's so cute bout them?they're shorter than me[yes!even the father and mother].i wonder which country they come frm[coz obviously they look like frm outta town and they were wearin 'tourist style clothes..bwhaha]anyway,after fish collected his results we went to haikal's hse to look at his cat.haha..we didn't do much coz i had to be home by 6 and go out wif my mother. urk. well,its stupid how she says she respects me but doesn't actually give a damn bout certain things. mainly,when i talk bout $$ and boys..she keeps all excitied and blur..which will kill me!..*sigh*wadeva..*sighs heavily*andrew can't come..onli huiling can come.and after all my askin ard...i mean..at least some1 else come lah..hai~..wanted to ask spike but tt butthead juz won't tok to me..thinkin bout his ger or whoeva

ONE (one) ONE *Girl* ^Chick^ #babe# forgot? u? YEA RITE! [in my heart]forever | maynotlikemebutilikeu. LOVE love? *OWWWWW*

his nick..*sigh*..at least reply me when i say hi or smth?i noe u hate me..stupid butthead..and i think ur bald coz ur always wearin tt cap thingy. urk. i onli wanna be frenz wif u.izzit wrong?oh oh..i'm too weird..*sigh*..anyway,talked to xr for a while.told her abit bout wad was wrong and stuff..hai~..gonna blog off now..dad naggin..

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

: aRtiFiciaL ::

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cool..but does it even appeal to me?anyway..nth much happened today..except tt the ger who likes sms me and said she wanted to tok on the phone wif me.well,lucky twin called juz in time..hoho..well,tml the sec 4s are gonna get their N lvl results..all the bez to ya'll!!..haha..so ya..shall end here..wait..WAD SHLD I WEAR FOR CHILDREN CHURCH??I DUN HAVE A BLACK BOTTOM!!..=Xx..oopss..haha..

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

:: daRkeN ::

hiE~..haha.i'll tok bout wad happened yesterday.was talkin to fish and twin until 3 smth i guess..ya.then i went online..blabla..i dunno who to ask to come for the christmas concert/story.i mean,almost every1 i ask will reject me or say they got smth on.sad sia.hai~..anyway,nth much happened.watch "gao xiao xing tong'..Wang Lee Hom came..cool rite?..haha..but dunno why he look kinda shy..[well,at least to me]..haha..well,at nite toked to fish again.in the end we kinda end up quarrellin wif each other and me cryin at nite.juz hope my father didn't notice...

hai~and i had like..a weird dream.can't exactly remember it..and i oso had a nightmare..whOoSH man..i mean..i was raped lehz!!..whoa.scary[if ur not a ger u won't understand..huR huR]..and i woke up earlier than my supposed time.haha.i even set the alarm clock..but funny leh..9.30am suppose to ring budden ended up as 9.35am..-.-'..later going out wif xinyi to buy clothes and stuff.hope my mother won't nag at me.my family is like,i dunno..they keep blamin me for everything tt goes wrong in the hse.*sigh*and i juz hope tt tt 'person' would stop spreadin rumours.so many things goin wrong and it usually ends up wif "adel!its all ur fault!"..*sigh*..shall update later.and i'm still considerin whether i shld join friendster or not.it seems kinda fun but..i dunno..a weirdo like me joining?i dun think any1 would wanna add me..*sigh*

anyway,was on my way to meet xinyi until i saw this cute terrier..hEe~so cute.budden can't touch it coz got this big grp of ppl.hai~..well,walkin to the HDB place thingy then i turned to look ard.i saw fish.well,at least i thought at first..but yea..it was him.so we went to the mrt.waited for xinyi then we went off.xinyi and me were complainin bout stuff..haha..then saw fish..and bla..he tagged along wif us coz he didn't want to meet kim.we did some major phototakin..haha..big hole in my wallet sia..oh yah..and xinyi did some MAJOR shoppin...alamak..haha.saw alot of ppl i noe..like my seniors and others.saw jowell oso..haha..and i saw this ger i 'noe'..lynne.i dun realli noe her.i saw her pic some where and yah.i juz saw her face b4..i dunno who she is..haha.i wanted to make fish and xinyi talk budden i dunno wad to say.and i guess i was neglectin him abit..*sigh*

well,in the end fish still met up wif kim.and yah..help her fend off some perverts..and she thinks she 'hit the jackpot'..hai~..i dunno lah.so confused.and now fish is hurt frm the 'battle'..and to make it worse..he is havin 'insomnia'[or howeva u spell tt damn word..=Xx]..and it's all my fault[like wad twin said.even if he didn't say it,i'll still end up self blamin]..u all might think i'm still as cheerful as eva.but the thing is,i'm not..i'm confused..emotionally,mentally and spiritually.i'm lost.and i dunno whether i shld go all the way to jurong to visit fish.i mean he IS ill..VEH ill..*sigh*..and i haven't finished my homework yet..some1 save me..but i dunno lah.i have this confidence tt i will do it in time or maybe do my homework and still have MUCH MORE time then i expected i would end up wif or smth.

i dunno wad i shld do now..hai~..so many things...and i'm even thinkin bout changin my tomboyish style to a gothic style..*wHoOsH*..i dunno..i'm going crazy again.i might even be going thru some sort of weird depression..*sigh*God,help me..i dun wanna backslide..i'm still keepin my faith strong..but..hai~lost..

Monday, December 15, 2003

:: LoneLy tRaveL ::

took the first bus with xinyi today(14/12).i kanna shock sia..so early reach.suppose to be 8.25am reach but it came at 8.22am..well,i wasn't the onli one shock.wenzi was there oso..so heng..haha..anyway,mi and xinyi were usin her hp as a form of communication..bwhaha.coz veh little ppl in the bus.some more nick and auggie sittin in front of us and wenzi and xiaozhu sit behind us.alot of things happened to her..realli hpoe she'll be ok.anyway,when we reached church..went to cafe to makan abit.after awhile,xr came in.her shoes kinda high..huRhuR..anyway,she looked knida sad lah.usually she puts on make-up but i dun think she did today..well,she looked down on the floor..i thought wad..so i was holdin my fishcake in front of her eyes..in the end she was cryin!!..huR huR..not becoz of wad i did lah..i think is family probs..

anyway,we went down for prayer meetin.after tt got service.God's presence was realli veh strong..[or izzit always like this,except tt i juz didn't feel it?].i was cryin at the end of the service.i realli wanna serve God.but i dun think i can..Fear of change..*sigh*..well,wadeva it is,i was realli touched by the Lord.for once..i felt the love..the love tt he has been showerin on me all this while..after service we went to cafe.while walkin,i was shawn' hair got highlight blue oso.cool rite?went up to have lunch but i didn't.not enouh $$.while we ate..some went to other tables..so in the end we used 3 tables or so..haha.i sat wif xinyi,nick,xr and matheus.matheus was playin wif his ring.haha..it even got stuck in his finger..bwhaha!!..=Xx.and they were tokin bout ROSE>>>xinyi..haha..funny sia.and i was crappin away as usual..

we went down first coz xr wanted to meet shawn.[but funny..i didn't see her when we came down..]i was still crappin away.and matheus and xinyi were tokin bout each other..tulip and rose..bwhaha.after tt we went up the bus.
Left Right
empty empty empty empty
nick & auggie me & xinyi
shawn & matheus nicholas & debra
empty empty pearlyn & fiona

we all were crappin away..haha..realli funny.rose and tulip..haha..mostly is mi,xinyi,nick,matheus..i think..ya..haha..the rest of the cg were in another bus.butin our bus veh fun..haha.and i found out tt debra and shawn were steady..well,used to be lah.and when i was lookin at matheus(when he tok of coz muz look rite?respect mar]then shawn was lookin in my direction.dunno whether he lookin outside,at xinyi or at me..yULk..but i notice some times he stares at me.hai~i noe my pimple big.no need stare so hard rite?..haha..jkjk.anyway,got off the bus and walked to orchard cineleisure(anyhow spell).it was drizzlin at tt time.and we made alot of noise.haha.then tulip and rose were still...'debatin'..haha..matheus called rose in veh slang-ish way..ROSE budden the R sounds like a L..anyway,reached there liaoz then went to find xr and the rest.but the crowd veh big,so auggie,nick,matheus,xinyi and me went to the 2nd lvl(or izzit 1st lvl?in front of kfc there lah..haiya..haha).eugene came to find us budden after a while he went off.

Sun was amazin.the crowd shout so loud some more.haha.but after a while it got a bit boring.so we went walkin ard.until we ended up in kfc eatin.the boys were sittin at one corner and me and xinyi was sittin near the counter[oh oh,i saw dounut van(donovan)..haha]..we sat down,then later matheus came over a squat on the floor.then got this waiter[do u call him tt??..]ask him whether he need a chair or not..haha.well,can tell xinyi kinda irritated wif matheus.keep sayin rose so many times.me and xinyi were tokin bout stuff..then later yp and the rest came up.they went to Long John to makan.when we went in to meet them,we saw Gwen and Jules frm Spin..cool rite!..haha..anyway,after some time we went to heeren wif veron.took neoprints and went to meet wenzi and the rest.after walkin ard,we went back home

xr was kinda moody or smth.i think she was angry or smth at yp.coz alot of things happen.and ya..yp is like a 'silent observer'..hope xr will be ok..tok to wenzi while xr was on the phone wif matheus.bonded ya we both..haha..in a way i guess.anyway,reached home..ate dinner..blabla..nth much happened i guess..huR huR..

Saturday, December 13, 2003

:: StarrY ::

woke up..finally feelin betta.fever is gone but still have a headache and giddiness.hai~..xr finally has a blog!..hai~..jiE arR..i dun realli noe wad u writin lah budden wadeva it is in life,got any probs,u can come to me..hEe~..take care yA?..anyway,was tokin to fish juz now.kinda happy after tt..hehe..i dunno y.he told me tt pavan thinks i'm a freakin retard..yes!i am i am..well,i mean..no1 is perfect.ppl have diff opinions bout certain things.so i won't blame him.but i dunno lah..i feel abit hurt though. i feel troubled..stressed out in some way.i mean..look at my cg..look at the ppl.they pray realli well..they noe wad to say when probs arise[onli at times]..etc..i dunno wad i'm doing.i'm lost.they tok wif so much passion wif God in their hearts.but wad bout me?..shld i backslid and be away frm God?or continue livin in denial?i dunno wad to do anymore.i dun think i'm a gd christian.somehow..i dun have the fire burnin in mi anymore[i think].i realli dunno wad to do..

anyway,kinda happy tt huiling will be comin to the christmas concert..gd gd!..but hope she won't back out.same for andrew..

Friday, December 12, 2003

:: hoTeL ::

back..finally!!..man..today i got a freakin headache.i can't even go for prayer meetin and cgm..hai~well,i have this feelin i'll get a fever so i might as well rest at home..*sigh*..k..let's tok bout 8/12..yea..went to hotel amara(dun think dirty k ppl..its in a 'programme' so like..have to go if not forfeit).met my cousin there.and we were kinda crappin away[as usual]..then we started to make our 'tent'.huRhuR. it was fun.and sharon brought her radio so..YAY!..=Xx.anyway,tried to call huiling but nOoO body ans and xr is the same..>_<..weird..all went out.well,huiling had camp.so i can't blame her.anywayz,we had fun..went swimmin and sharon's mother was gonna wear a bikini..*yULk*[my form of yuck]..b4 going to swim,mi and sharon were playin wif ice.haha. running to and fro from the hotel rm to the 'ice box' and back to the hotel rm..

in the end we threw all the ice into the toilet bowl..[and i'm surprised my mother still could snore her time away wif us makin so much noise]!cool..bwhaha..so yah..we went swimming.sharon couldn't put her head in the water coz scared got infection & stuff[her ear got some prob lah..dun ask wad..i dun even noe..haha]..oh oh,b4 tt we went to eat lunch.then we went to buy a hairnet for my mother.then got this old lady who was sellin tissues.wanted to buy frm her.so..yea..mi and sharon went to buy frm her.i made her huge loss..nah..kiddin.gave her $2.[5 packets for $1]oops man.i juz wanted the 5 pacs and she could keep the remainin $1.she seemed kinda nice but i heard she goes there everyday to 'con' ppl..-.-' at night we went to Thanying to eat. everybody[except me] was kinda reluctant to go..but..hai~..oh well..haha..!!.=Xx.got alot of ppl/waiter/waitress who wanted to refill mi and sharon's cup.well,lucky we covered our cups.there was oso this yandao guy[accordin to my cousin..]who wanted to refill..she thought i was lookin at him..well,i was..but i was lookin at his hair!..huRhuR..yes..i'm crazy.but i like the colour mar..haha..

so..on to 9/12..went to suntec.sat this realli cool taxi wif a 'mini tv'..cool rite?..anywayz,went for the ducktour..man..it was fun.but the SLOW and BUMPY ride gave mi a headache.i like it FAST and bumpy..but..at least i enjoyed myself.we were walkin ard and we saw..SPONGEBOB!!..*wHOoSh*..haha..so cute!..budden patrick's feet were damn flat.haha.well,although i had fun.i still felt kinda sad and..left out..hai~..always listenin to sharon and her mother.hai~..*sigh*.well,at least i could enjoy korean food almost everyday!..haha.well,i was tokin to fish at nite.hid behind the curtains..then after tt,mi and sharon thought we saw 2 ghosts.kinda spookin but maybe we were freakin ourselves out..

10/12..went to lido to watch brother bear. the taxi driver didn't noe where was orchard road and he was kinda touchy touchy towards sharon's mother.*yULk*..it was kinda stupid u noe..i mean..my mother and sharon's mother watchin RA movie..but in the then found out it was a horror movie...alamak..well,its kinda stupid tt my mother was SLEEPING while a horror movie is 'right b4 her eyes'..well,brother bear was funny..real funny
squrriel1:(anyhow spell)and ur sure u didn't take the nuts tt were here
squrriel2:[mouth stuffed wif 2 nuts]*shakes head*
bear:erm,excuse me
squrriel1:BEAR!!..walk...back..very...slowly..
haha..another scene:
mousse1:(my spellin sux..>_<)let's play i spy..i spy..smth..GREEN
mousse2:..erm..tree??
mousse1:right..
mousse2:i spy smth..TALL
mousse1:tree?..i spy a..vertical log..
mousse2:tree?..
stupid rite?..haha..u gotta watch this movie.even though its like..cartoon.watch it.anyway,met hafiz there.kinda put up an act in front of sharon.dun wan her tellin her mom tt..u noe u noe..well,while watchin the movie.we both we holdin hands..*bLusH*..hehe..anyway,after the movie,we went to meet our mothers.my mother was kinda paranoid at tt time coz smth 'bad' happened to her..-.-'

i saw mrs cumar there too[at lido]..weird..but..haha..hope nobody realised my face coz it was damn red i tell u.we went window shoppin.mi and sharon crappin away while the mothers were tokin bout clothes..yULk..some dresses looked nice but..$109!..man,imagine all the food u could buy wif $109!!..haha..well,went to the underpass.went into this bakery and i saw smth..yULk..realli yULk..imagine this:
-a couple[yes,girl & boi.not girl & girl or boi & boi]
-girl wearin mini skirt
-guy puts hand IN mini skirt
yULk..and he didn't take it out unless he needs to pay for the food or smth.yuck.me and my cousin were disgusted.when they went out..we were kinda starin at them.they went to buy some stuff..and..yULk..i shan't say anymore..it's disgustin.well,we were walkin to forum when this weird lookin ppl wif some face paint to make them look scary were givin out flyers.kinda cool..wanted to go to Ignor's..but..hai~..but stanley went!..damn..met sharon's father at forum and went to this teochew rest. which serves some realli GD food.lol. man..i wish i was like 18 or smth?..tt rest. was near mohammed(anyhow spell) sultan rd.cool rite?..=Xx..oh well..

11/12..cheryl came over pretty early..and her hair grew longer..haha..can compare wif sharon..bwhaha.we chatted for a while.after tt we went down to eat breakfast.
sharon:4 sushi
cheryl:1 or 2 sushi,corn pie
adelene(mi..haha..):1 or 2 sushi,and 1 ultra biggy springroll*dRooLs*..yummy :)

haha..then we went to swim.everyone followed my stupid marathon..haha..but it was fun.cheryl and sharon called xr and asked if she wanted to come but she had her *ahem*..so couldn't come.'yesterday' she went for amazing race..i wanted to go!..*sigh*..some more lately xinyi feels kinda down.wanted to cheer her up but..fail..-.-'..hope she'll be ok.anyway,after tt we went up to play in the bath tub[yes,we were wearin our swimmin costumes on.we're not crazy enough to let each other see our body].cheryl was playin her 'flute'.haha.and we were all filled wif bubbles.everywhere..in the bath tub i mean..huRhuR..we used cheryl's towel as a curtain while we change in the shower area.and cheryl oso taught us how to eat the creamer b4 she left..taste like cookie..haha.so after she left.mi and sharon started to search for the creamer and ya..ate it.we tried the coffee.yULk..bitter like hell..yucks yucks..we ate sharon's cookies.we oso ate the instant noodles.sharon ate the muffin.haha..we can ate junk food faster than home cooked food!..haha

well,at nite after the micheal jackson video thingy..we were tokin bout boys and stuff..haha..as in,how sharon's mother met 'the right guy'..and the 'convict'..haha.and how my mother mezmorise almost all the guys in her workplace when she was young.haha..kinda fun.then we all went to sleep.woke up at like..5.30am?it was total darkness man..some1 off the toilet lights..>_<..well,wad kinda strugglin wif the darkness..dunno y..but slpt again..yea..woke up at like..9 or 10 smth.

12/12..time to go home.we packed up.my mother was blur-er then ever..and mi and my cousin was tryin to fold our sleepin bags.haha..and i did mine by myself!!..YES!!=Xx..well..went to the foodcourt pretty early.'stole' the apple frm the counter..haha..evil brats we are :) after we ate,went down to buy some stuff..and we went back home after tt..the taxi driver was kinda..i dunno..weird?..he doesn't even bother to help us..evil guy!!..no lah..kiddin..well,i stop here..go rest..cya ppl~

Sunday, December 07, 2003

:: wh0oSh ::

lame title..anywayz,yesterday the yesterday(5/12?),went for cgm.nick brought his fren preston and matheus brought his cousin,shawn[this guy is onli 12??can't believe..].both fit in quite well and yp wanted us to realli go all out to bring our frenz.well,i managed to get andrew to come budden..he's alredi a christian!..hai~..after cgm we went to take neL..wenzi,xr,xinyi,veron,daniel and weikang.augustin suppose to join us budden have to wait for his bro.[haha..nick take wrong line!!..=Xx].everybody was crappin away.and b4 takin neL,had a nice chat wif wenzi which i dun usually do coz i'm not tt close to her.cooL man..bounded..bwhaha..anyway,crap all the way to kovan[well,we still continue crappin when we went to mcdonalds].we[xr,veron and me] were kinda evil...join all the food we wanna order so tt 'hafiz'[my fren oso name hafiz..oOo] will take more than 1 min to serve us and we will get this free ice cream!!..bwhaha..Misson Accomplish!..:P

then yesterday(6/12),toked to fish on the phone until my cousin called mi to go and meet her at my ah ma hse.while walkin there,saw this cute cat~~i thought it would be afraid of me[stray cat ya..] but it wasn't..hehe..got to touch it..so called sharon to come down.we both played wif it until another cat came 'running' by and yea..there was nearly a cat fight[man,my english is gettin worse each day].well,after we had our fun..i walk wif sharon to meet her parents.her mother and father both think i'm not gettin any taller[*sob sob*] and her mother thinks i'm gettin slimmer[which is in fact..wrong!..i'm gettin THINNER u dimwit..=Xx]..hEe~..well,made my way back and saw the tabby cat tt me and sharon wanted to cuddle[...correct word?]..and i realised it was pregnant and the other cat who wanted to start a fight was the..husband..haha..yea..cool eh?

i wanted so much to bring the cat home[the first one,but if i could i'll bring all 3..bwhaha..] but confirm cannot..so..bLeaH..and tt cat give mi alot of freakin scratches and bites..whoOsH man..pain.but it kinda reminds mi of my cat..hai~~well,later in the nite i was kinda pissed of wif my mother.i mean,i told her tt the clothes were still wet and tt i onli can take out one set of clothes first.but she still keep naggin and askin mi how come onli got one set.didn't i juz tell her??..hai~..and she thinks there's smth wrong wif me..>_<..

today..bwhaha..well,firstly..my sore throat got worse!!!..>_<...i dunno how it got worse..muz be the pork.hai~

Thursday, December 04, 2003

:: chaLeT ::

went for chalet frm yesterday to today.bwhaha.so short.well,at first it was kinda hard to adapt to my 'surroundings'.coz got alot of 'fuck u lah','y is this fuckin shit so fuckin irritatin' or stuff lidat.well,besides me and fish,there were timon,haikal,din,pavan and weiliang[zhang shan wei look-a-like]...i think.anyway,unpacked our stuff and watched some tv.(soccer:singapore vs malaysia)b4 tt i think timon was playin golf.wif the 'tools' of a broom and a soccer ball.*whack*and the tip(the brush part) came flyin off..haha..well,i felt kinda out of place coz i juz dun fit in..hai~..when it was nite,sze yun and justina(howeva u spell her name) came over..not 4gettin douglas oso.after a while,sze yun/justina's fren came over..realised tt i was the onli 'innocent' soul there..i mean..they drank beer and smoke,swear oso..hai~..then fish and timon at tt time were playin yu gi oh(card game).i started messagin(sms)km and yp.km coz i was bored.yp,coz i need to tell her stuff bout cgm..bla..

well,later in the nite they(i think pavan and douglas didn't go) went to the RED HSE..and fish got this realli bad feelin tt some ghost frm the red hse followed them back and so he told them he was kinda shiverin and stuff when they came back.they were kinda shock i can tell..well,timon asked everyone to go out first then go back in(i dun get it..as in wad he is doin).then we were suppose to sleep budden timon was playin wif weiliang's hp.and then everyone started playin on their hp.well,i was gettin bored lah.somemore my batt not enough liao.so went out to drink water then join fish,din,pavan,weiliang.they asked mi wad the rest were doin inside.me:playin 'golf'(weiliang's 7210 had golf-game)so yea..he was kinda angry and went in.and i think later he brought out the chair frm inside to sit coz kian lum and weijie were eatin.so yea,took the 'headless broom' out and tried to act beng.coz got this grp of ppl sittin near us.then one of the boys was starin at him.so ah wei(bwahhaaha!!) went and threw the broom stick on the floor and shouted at them"wad u lookin at?!"..then when he turn ard..he started laughin..haha..how lame.and can u believe at tt time it was like 5 smth in the morning?(man,i didn't slp..oOo!!)

well,they were tokin bout the formation they were gonna have for their soccer match.they crazy i tell u..ask mi join them.din:adel u join lah,u go naked then everybody look at u then we win alredi..me:...*diao*...haha..after tt we went to the beach to watch the sunrise.pavan:if my calculations is correct,which s always wrong..the sunrise would be...*thinks*..tt way*points finger at oppo direction*but lucky us..we were crappin away..haha..so they started to play soccer.after tt we went back to the room.they washed up and yah..tried to find a place to rest.so ya,rested on the floor.can't believe i kicked pavan's butt..haha.but he veh poor thing..can't slp coz ppl all ard him were tokin and ya..juz couldn't slp wif all tt noise..haha..well,timon and din and i dunno who else went to swim.when they came back,din and timon shared the toilet.."i can see you!!"..haha..tt's wad they were sayin inside there.stupid lehz,then we all were complaining.haha.well,weiliang got his well deserved slp..i sit at weijie's bed[at the end there]and and kicked my butt a few times..din gave up his place at weiliang's bed so..ya..oso kanna kicked out..>_<

later on in the day,weiliang and din were like..gay lorz.they were havin 'sex'..haha.everybody was disgusted..but funny oso..haha.and justina was screamin her head off man..>_<..[tryin to turn timon on?]sze yun was kinda starin at mi once in a while..why arR?..hmMz..anywayz,ppl go in go out..in the end is always me and fish in the room.well,soon it was 5pm..pavan went to make the bbq pit.


adel-->ah-dell-->ah-dul..alamak..justina and sze yun..i hate justina..=Xx..timon,din,pavan,weiliang,haikal,fish,kian lum,weijie,douglas..

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

:: daRkeN ::

haven't blog in ages..shall update this later or tml or wheneva..haha..stupid..budden yea..biE~

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