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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
:: sunday morning :: 14/3/03 - 31/3/04..its gone..forever?maybe..*sigh* Monday, March 29, 2004
:: suicide :: i'm feeling stressed.hMmZ..interestin word.broke down while talkin to fish bout some stuff and his stupid joke tt got mi like..cryin.dun bother to ask wad.i'll edit this and the previous post some other time.i'm in one hell of a study world.urk Sunday, March 28, 2004
:: conversion :: -ppl bless me. -went to heeren -gao luan in cold storage and popular haha..too busy to blog..shall blog tml..these are the main things lah so..ya.. Friday, March 26, 2004
:: contrition :: was rushin thru art today.thought i couldn't make it for cgm but heng lah...made it in time.saw xr oso!haha..thank god.long time no see her.maybe coz i had duty this whole week so ya..cgm was gd and i learnt alot of things.cool sia.went to mac wif xinyi and there was this 'geroge-bush-look-a-like' baby tt was starin at us.so cute leh..then i play wif him.haha.so cute!keith kor was at my sch today..or shld i say..still in my sch now as i type this.having this debate thing on and he's supportin his sch.oOo.anyway,had a talk wif fish.felt kinda inferior.mary mary mary..everybody loves her..little miss perfect.*sigh*..anyway,i'm gettin hooked to usher's song "yeah".haha..nice man.and i juz can't seem to d/l [yes,its illegal] megalomanic.man...so sad. so many things happenin...to me,frenz..*sigh*hope everyone will be able to cope and tt u guys will be strong ya?for some,this is an important year for u..so study hard! Thursday, March 25, 2004
:: insolence ::  haha..wad crap.anyway,feelin betta alredi. :D i juz can't be bothered alredi lah.i dunno.at least today was a betta day.but had a bad dream.dun wanna tok bout it coz it sends scary images and thoughts into my mind.this week was kinda busy.so many homework and things to do.*sigh*oh well..then got this science magic show on tuesday.tt mr ang moh was so..dao.he play piano tt time oso..nobody can like..stop him or smth.haha..i dunno.then shermaine,me and eileen had the goodies.haha.first somemore. :D talk bout studyin in uk and bla stuff.i dunno but i seem quite interested but confirm smth majorly bad will happen overseas to me so ya..on wednesday got public speakin,cca and REW.public speakin was kinda stupid.haha.cca was even worse.>_< and REW.i dunno.i was totally quiet didn't noe why.stunned i guess?haha.then we were talkin bout the Pharisees and some other bible related stuff.kinda cool..yet..uncool.haha.today..hMmZ..PA duty was somehow exciting and i dunno why.i muz be mad.oh wait,i am mad.haha :D and me and dez stayed back in class today after maths remedial to finish up some stuff. i feel so guai all of a sudden.haha. we also went to finish up some d n t work.man,onli got 3 ppl there,including myself.then there were the notorious sec1 netball gers practising some dance.most prob for sec4 farewell.i have no idea.i received an sms from matthew,the director of the play or whatnot.or in another case,matheus's fren.i still dun have the confidence tt i'll make it but who cares?haha.i didn't get in then didn't get in lor.so this proves my point,i can't act. :D now i'm left wif a ton of homework...but FIRST..do finish art.haha.must man..tml need to hand in.i'm gonna die terribly if i dun do it finish by tonite.i'll go off now.toodles ppl.yucks man..haiya..biE Wednesday, March 24, 2004
:: complication :: i'm misunderstood.*sigh* "she show her attitude lor" fine..let it be then.u got money,u got frenz.its juz ur family tt has probs i guess.u assume rite?u noe how much i'm sick of ppl going "adel is such a bitch" "she's siao lor"(wif a sick-of-u-get-away attitude) "we tok to her then she lidat treat us" let it be lor.i trusted u alot.but nOoO.."oOo,i'm going out wif another cg member.so cool.adel is not my gd fren lah.juz fren onli.i got a 'betta fren"..i get this impression.let it me.yes,i dunno ur problems.but wad bout u?do u noe mine?if u dun then dun anyhow "adel showin her attitude again" mrt.i tok to weikang coz i dun wan him to feel he is being left out.and anyway,u and sam were alredi busy tokin amongst urself.wait for taxi.ask u guys to move,u take onli one small step when there is a big space.c`mon u ppl..be more considerate.in the taxi.i smsin accordin to u ppl.do u even know wad i do?i guess not."oh,she smsin lor.then we dun disturb her.HELLO?!have u eva seen some1 type and type and type but nv send?u did rite?so?its called smsin arR?plz lah ppl.when i'm sad i write poems.now u noe.remember.oh but too bad u won't be able to see this post coz ur hardly online.body world."we all seperate alredi but she still think we together".erm,HELLO?!?!i made a sarcastic remark bout us being seperated.u were even laughin at tt remark.plz lah.dun anyhow say things can? *sigh*i dunno wad to do.if tt is wad u think of me then fine.i can't be bothered wif stuck up ppl.i mean,fine..i do have a soft heart.maybe even 1 min later i won't be angry and sad anymore.but the damage is done.remember tt.i'm angry coz u misuderstood me and my actions.i'm sad coz u are like this.*sigh* "I WAS SORT OF TELLING ADELENE TO LET GO. I FELT SO SHAMEFUL WHEN SHE SAY : "HAHA MADAM, I ALREADY LET GO" OKAY.. " i'm sorry ger.but i've alredi learnt to let go a long time ago.but it juz keeps happenin and happenin.wif problems frm home,sch.i was hopin church wasn't like tt.but i was wrong.well,half wrong tt is.God has lifted me up alredi.Jesus died on the christ for us,and took away our sins.i shld be happy and not pessimistic all the time rite?and like i said b4,i'm not gd wif words.sometimes i might juz give a sarcastic ans or juz stare.so ya.. when i'm quiet,it does not mean i dun wanna tok.i do,but maybe wad u are talkin doesn't apply to me and stuff so all the more i shld shutup rite?*sigh*..i feel so hopeless Sunday, March 21, 2004
:: metaphor :: i've learnt frm fish one gd line: -----:but ur alone leh.. me:i've been alone since the start of this trip. cool eh..haha.the ----- is whoever who says this line to me and has IGNORED me the whole way.onli until i've juz sat down somewhere,leavin those ppl still happily walkin away,then will they stop and,"wad shld we do next?" "wad's adel doin?" "why she always lidat one" etc etc,and walk over and ask "u ok or not?".(not onli this siuation.mainly,it depends on wad kinda situation i'm in..so ya..)maybe i'm over-reactin but there is another ironic thing.picture this: -u have this self-blame mentality and whatnot -ur gd fren wants u to grow out of it and when it comes to ur probs,she talks bout it for 5 mins wif u and then talks bout her probs.oh yes,ur probs overweigh mine.. -someone comes along,wif the same mentality as u,but in a much 'worser' case -ur gd fren helps shim(she+him=shim) ALOT.sides wif shim all the way.encourages shim all the way ok,maybe i am over reactin.shan't continue on.wait,i shall..i noe i'm being a spoiled brat again but who cares?this is my blog.my thoughts,my views,my 'voice' i juz hate it when ppl dunno tt there's someone is being leftout.and it takes another person to tell them tt someone is and they "oh oh..ok"..talks to tt person for a while then walk away.hMmZ.so i hate myself?haha.maybe.and some ppl have ALL the money in the world...wait...wad am i doin?i'm magnifyin everything.maybe like wad pauline said,dun look at the surface or smth lidat,can't remember clearly.but..hai~she has pelyn,deb.me?everytime i have a fren..he or she will leave me and go to another fren.i mean...hai~i dunno wad i mean.i dun feel treasured at all.i mean,cg leh!!like wad fish said,its kinda pathetic.look at his grp,though they maybe a little offensive,they still include everyone.they make it a rule to talk to each other.wad bout the cg?izzit lidat?i dunno...i feel the warmth,yes...but its not warm enough.get wad i mean? i noe i noe..i'm misunderstandin things..yes.i noe i noe.but u guys,look at ur attitudes first.nobody is perfect.yes,i noe.but do u think tt wad u do is rite?guys,dun leave ppl out.everyone shld be included and 'loved'.dun flaunt ur material things in front of those who are not as fortunate as u.i dunno lah..i dun wanna say who is at fault or wad..but i realli need to get it off my chest.*sigh*well,today..washed my shoes as well as the toilet.long time since i did those things.kinda bonded wif my mother and father..which is gd. :D truly God has blessed my life.but wad i said on the above..its juz kept in my heart for a long time.i hope u guys aren't offended. Saturday, March 20, 2004
:: baptism :: went to sch today for the cca thing.onli 4 pathetic sec 2s.haha.went to fort canning first.sian man.haha.and we became food for the ants and mosquitoes.had a lot of 'fun' over there and i think my cousin can be a tour guide liao.wahaha.after tt we went off to the national library.boring yet scary.haha. :\ anyway,rushed back home and rushed to church.lucky in time man.budden the shorts.too short!!!i realli mean SHORT!!=Xx anyway,i was baptized!!!so fun man.haha.ok,not fun..budden..exciting.haha.felt realli clean u noe?haha.i felt more lifted up of my probs and i feel so carefree. :D yay!i'll glorify God!!! :D *shines* haha.we were kinda jumpin up and down,pelyn and i.hey,we can't help it if the floor is burning hot k.haha.oh man,am i going crazy since i'm haha-ing away?hMmZ..anyway,after we 4 got baptized,we went down to change.but before tt we got this lighted candle,an apple and erm..we were suppose to lick some salt off our palms.haha. well,it all paid off. :D and we got cards.not those small small kinds but those kinda board cards.haha.i dun think u guys noe wad i'm talkin.but man..mine like so little,then almost all is written in a hurry.so i guess..haiya..nvm..its the thought tt counts.then there was service.it was gd.ok fine,all the services are gd.haha.well,after service we went to fellowship.onli me,auggie,nick,jackie and sis yp were there.dunno where the rest go.haiyo0..haha.well,i was still hungry.but those who noe me well enough won't find tt unusual.haha.well,on our way back,we were kinda foolin ard wif each others' hp,'xcept for auggie.haha..sorri arR bro..but jackie lah.."send me all ur ringtones."wah man..i not enough $$ to pay bill alredi.then nick was talkin bout his camp.sounds..fun yet erm..kinda weird.haha. went home.then erm..nth much happened except for some phone call...oh well..nth much to say liao.haha..kk ppl..gd nite! Friday, March 19, 2004
:: megalomanic :: i'm becomin more rockish, in some way or another.and i'm listenin to incubus.oOo.thought nth of them at first but i realised they're kinda cool. :D and i think my hopes of being a rock star is..erm..0%.i mean it.[anyway,i dun think any1 would eva imagine tt i could EVA be a rock star]my voice sucks.i simply have no talent in music.so u get the picture.i mean..even BoA can sing a rockish tune of a song but i can't.man..wad i am sayin?i''m talkin crap,oh man..tt reminds me..i need food. :D well,i'm slackin lately.haven't been layin a finger on my homework.i'm so dead.but the ironic thing is tt i keep studyin literature.hMmZ.i muz be mad.no wait,i alredi am.bwhaha.ok fine.i shall spare u guys frm hearin my intoxicated crap.i'm gonna go get ready for cgm later.biE Thursday, March 18, 2004
:: incompetent :: oOo..i'm back.my com is fixed.yay!and pauline picked herself up.a bigger YAY!!gd for u pauline :D well,went to HA on monday.wrote some stuff down in my notebook so ya.but i won't post it up here.monday was bad,so was tuesday and yesterday.shan't talk much bout it coz i think i 4got most of the events tt took place.haha.oh yah,there was amazing race on tuesday.bad..yet gd.bad,coz frenz were not as enthu as i thought they would be.hMmZ,made new frenz,which is kinda cool.ran ard almost the whole of sentosa like a mad pig.and oh,for once,i achieved some 'stuff' for my team.not tt big a shit or whatnot but still,i helped out and did act like a spacticated ooF.(or howeva u spell tt damn word.) :\ oh well,yesterday went back to sch for cca.mr philip was teachin us on the PA system and CCTV.can't realli remember wad he said.haha.and i dun believe he remembers my name.most of the time use debbie,nicole and me as his 'examples'. :| then shermaine had to do the most hands-on.haha. after the trainin we went oppo to eat instant noodles.then we talked bout the sec 1s and how notorious they can be and bout alicia.wahaha.then lalala..went to do projject at yee wui's hse.until smth happened.shan't say bout it.i dun wan to.i'm juz gonna say tt i dunno wad's happenin now.i noe its my fault but wad happens next is up to him.(yes ppl,its a him.dun anyhow think lah.plz dun get the wrong idea)then lalalala...and i'm back in HA.wif my mother and my cousin.i dun feel gd ard her family and her.i find myself driftin away frm her.like a boat on the sea wif no one to steer it anywhere,its juz carried by the water to some unknown place..driftin away...man,i'm gd at tokin crap.:D well,i find myself backslidin slowly.i find myself goin back to my old ways.hope i won't go down coz..the door is locked. i'm like on a slope.the lowest part is where the door is,leadin to a place of scorchin(fine,i suck at spellin)heat and fear.on the veh top,its a door tt leads to a place of eternal life and peace.i'm in the middle[or maybe juz 3/8 of the 'journey'.hey,i'm 14 this year.wad do u expect?]of the slope.but i'm fallin back downwards and there is a power/thing tt is openin up the back door again when i've alredi stuck it tight[wif scotch tape,glue,cement etc].but i will get back up again.i noe i will. :D *sigh*i'm so broke.my father juz gave me 2 bucks today for later when i go back to sch.tt's all.shld i juz eat instant noodles again?ah man,i'm so broke except for tt 2 bucks.at least still got money lah ah?haha..i'm being lame.hanna..go do some research.toodles.:D Friday, March 12, 2004
:: inverted ::  Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla appeals to me man..anyway,got CA marks liao.gosh.i improved.but my science and maths de-prove.chang`e cried coz she failed her english.but i think her score is quite gd for a china person.hMmZ,well i wanna say a BIG sorry to xr.i didn't mean to snap at u juz now.guess lack of sleep and lack of food does play an important role.*Sigh*but still,sorry..cgm was realli veh gd today.and we had a bible trivia.man..i 4got everything.*aRbish*had a fun time in the bus crappin away wif xr,xinyi,veron,auggie and nick.haha...lack of food. :\ and i finally paid my hp bill.oh yeah man!!=Xx ah well,shan't crap anymore..i'm gonna eat FOOD.k bye ppl!wahaha..and do come for the amazin race ya!? Thursday, March 11, 2004
:: nerdified :: AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defenses. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and rusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends o_0..doesn't exactly fit me but..like i care lah ah..haha.was kinda freakin out today coz i didn't have my apron but vanessa lend me hers.in the end,i got my apron back,onli to lend it to huiling(along wif my TB to mich)oh well..d and t was kinda fun.wahaha.drilling was cool man.and rose didn't scold me today.heng the veli the heng arR. :D today was raining.coolin but kinda..i dunno.sad?today's maths remedial was kinda fun lah.dez and i were kiddin ard and ms lee looks like she can cry any moment.i'm evil.i noe..went off.stayed back for extra 1/2 hour to help shermaine wif the equipment.gosh..1/2hr..i could die.lucky i saw dez and xr.didn't suffer alone.:D at nite xr called me,not gonna say wad happened coz i dun wanna 'publisize' it.hope she's ok now.same for pauline.haven't heard frm her for quite a while.hope she feels more accepted. :D am i kind?this keeps flashin in my head.i mean..most of the ppl tt are kind are mostly taken for granted.tt's wad i've noticed.i dunno anything.i juz can't stand the fact tt ppl make use of their frenz.i dunno.my heart feels heavy again.i'm sorry if i offend any1.*sigh*my father..wassup wif him?can't he juz lemme stay up ONE nite??fine,i'm unreasonable. :| *sigh* i'm lost i dunno wad to do, wad to see or wad to feel and how the hell would i noe who is sherrie??gosh.. the pressure,slowly buildin up--the burden upon my shoulders. i can't handle it anymore...ok fine,maybe i can.but for now,i'm lost in the middle of the 'road'.i have no idea which direction shld i go.i'm lost and alone.in solitude.hMmZ..chimified english. :D..haha Wednesday, March 10, 2004
:: whOoSh :: ahem. opening speech: *Hack* ahem! first of all, i would like to thanks my dearly beloved, Adelene Chan, for helping me to conquer this fatal life-and-death situation of printing Dnt Front Page. Thank you. You have my love. [eewww..?!?] If it weren't for her, I would be in..jail. Stupid Ewa Lim. Hmph to yee wui. nvr print cuz 2 bz n there's no hmwk! HUMPH. ok i shall end here, after calling: 1) Yee Wui--BUZY!!! 2) Valerie--black n white, oso running out 3) Jeannette--un-home 4) Genevive--engaged [to sumone?!!] 5) Sarah--got printer, no ink 6) Adelene--YAY!!!! MY SAVIOUR!!!! so, all in all, or THEREFORE, i would like to present this rabbit to her. (Y) (>.<)----meow (. )( .) thanks agen n cheerios!!!!! cookies n cream des the best / pest hMmZ..dez arR dez..its onli like wad..one page?and i didn't noe rabbits meow..haha.anyway,today mrs dartar was publisizin bout me and wee fong.and coz of yesterday,she doesn't trust us in labellin.hey,not tt i wanna push the blame,but if she thinks she's so capable,why can't she tell us wad to do first.i mean,our grp rarely does labelling.and it has been over a year madam,u put our studies first not some freakin labelling.and wad for man?i mean..no offence or anything but we're gonna shift sch at the end of the year. :\ ah crap.i can't be bothered wif her.but its kinda fun talkin bad bout her.wahaha.i'm so evil. :D well,had fun(for once) today during duty.most of the fun is after duty.crappin away.esp me man..wahaha.i can't help it if i didn't eat my lunch. :| failed my maths until cannot fail liao.*sigh*..at least my history got 3rd in class!!yay!!public speakin sucked today.i mean,we had drama which i realli love but nOo..prevenya was the 'director' and i didn't have much to say in the drama.and i thought it would be in script form but noO..its in story form.and its a fable/folk tale.gosh.and i can't stand but wanna kill(literally) chang`e.she's like an all rounded student.everything oso can pass.and i have faith tt she would pass her english.(wif FLYING colours)i feel so inferior.*sob sob* :| ah well,gonna do my d n t now..damn..=Xx Tuesday, March 09, 2004
family probs.family probs.wad izzit?!can it be worse than ur father havin the thought and action of molestin u?maybe there is.i can't help it.i feel like my heart has been stabbed a million times.wad izzit tt is botherin u?if u dun tell us,then we'll onli think its bout cg.look,u say Sunday, March 07, 2004
:: indecisions :: went to meet fish today.was messagein pauline but after a few msg tt i sent then she neva reply liao..hai~first few hours wif fish was gd budden smth went wrong.why?twin was there.got into his body and TADA!!..no more fish.and twin is thinkin bout going for mary.the PERFECT gf.*sigh*i think u guys dun get wad i mean.doesn't matter..i dun wan the whole world to noe wad i mean.. pauline pauline.she seems like a second me.but maybe juz more 'scary'.i got over it i guess.juz grown numb towards these things?i dunno.she seems like she's kickin up a big fuss bout it.i noe i shldn't say these but..my heart is feelin heavy.*sigh*we showed her attention.but..hai~.. pauline..gal,dun think much bout being alone.remember wad we learn in church?bout the conscicous and sub-conscious mind.we all face troubles..dun blame urself aiight?dun follow in my footsteps.coz tt is wad i felt most of the time.i have dealt wif my probs.wad bout u?juz trust in the Lord.he'll carry u thru this... Saturday, March 06, 2004
:: intercept :: today was sports day..lala..we got 1st for cheerleadin and 1st runner up for sports day!!..kinda cool.uncool thing..i had to look after gen's bag tt was repeatly kicked by hoards of pri sch kids.and i'm not spared frm the kickins either.gosh..well,chew hse cheerleadin was cool.didn't noe why archer won.anyway,archer cheerleadin uniform seems so..tight. :\ well,i felt kinda motivated to actually join sports day 100m or smth..i mean,i wanna win home smth!:D anyway,went hometo rest,quite long some more.nearly late for first bus man.well,saw weikang..so we waited for the bus together.went up and sat wif xinyi and veron.then got xinyi's frenz.i onli noe one of their names..karen.hMmZ..kinda tall for a 14 yr old.anyway,they thought me and weikang were bro and sis.O_O so we reached church.weikang and me went to queue up to get in.then a few minutes later,jackie,matheus,daniel and nicholas came down.matheus was going crazy wif his thoughts of how jackie got electricuted.haha..can die listenin to him.sam saw matheus..at least we thought so.so she asked him to wave.and he did so.jackie thought he was crazy and asked him to put down his hand.then matheus said "dun stop me lah!i'm wavin to the air.*continues waving*..haha..stupid..so we went in.got seats.service was indeed veh gd.can feel enlightenment.haha.i mean..motivatin lah.i felt more..'lifted'.and one of the singers..oh..the mr ang[as in ang mo]..holding the guitar.wah..shuai man.*faints*haha.after service,sis yp got us to the 'never endin staircase'.. she toked to us bout some stuff tt pastor phil pringle said.are we teachable?in my mind..it seems like it was referrin to some1.anyway,kinda hurt abit.haha..dunno why.weird huh?well,she say the one tt suffers most is her.coz she's always been the one callin ppl up and scoldin them[when probs arise and lalala stuff happen].i dunno lah.can't realli remember.after tt,pelyn,me and weikang went for water baptism class.oh,not 4gettin nicholas.i couldn't see wad was on the board coz some tall guy wad blockin the view and pelyn was tryin to colour my hand blue.>_<..so,all 4 of us..our mind kinda drifted off and we started messaging.whoops..after tt we ate dinner/supper together.[discludin pelyn,coz she went home i think]we talked bout some stuff..so ya... then we took bus and mrt together.weikang was talkin to some ger.oOo..haha..then me and nicholas were talkin and foolin ard.then after he went off,i went into solitude.*sigh*ah well,listenin to music helps me not to harp on the fact tt i'm 'lonely'.so i went off.walked home,crying.u guys muz think i'm crazy but i alredi had a bad start of the day.not of the kickings..other things.dun bother askin.i have no mood to tok bout it.so i ate some snacks,took a shower and went to sleep.period. Friday, March 05, 2004
:: breakin down :: i'm gonna flunk my maths test.i noe i will.well,dun wanna talk bout wad happened in sch.its stupid.and i feel inferior. :| ah well. went off kinda early for cgm.so i made it in time for prayer meetin.today was gd i guess,besides half the cg comin in late.and i kanna forfeit wif nicholas.gargle water while 'singin' the tune of "baa baa black sheep".>_<. and we were kinda fooling ard--matheus,tiff,sean and me.tiff got this realli cool but dirty book so we were kinda fooling ard wif it.haha.then went to compass wif xinyi.noticed tt pauline was cryin so ya..tried cheerin her up but to no avail.-.-'..lalala..shall blog bout this tml Thursday, March 04, 2004
:: show time :: was rushin thru my d and t in the morning.rushin thru breakfirst.practically almost everything. :| ah well. d and t was kinda..i dunno.no words can express how i feel.we showed our designs,took our plastics.lalala..and i took green for piyo piyo.gosh. bad. real bad. and the ironic thing is,i'm gettin faster.weird.i mean..ppl who noe me would noe i'm slow[in everything :D]..so ya..anyway,borrowed chinese dictionary from vanessa.and we sorta exchange things.she lent me her chinese dictionary and took my apron.[without my permission!!]*sigh*chemistry was confusing.atoms and shit stuff.hMmZ..i'm totally clueless bout it. :D oh and english sucked.yea i was talkin.but onli to chang`e and liyun.chang`e needed help so i TALKED to her[okok..so its not tok..but u get the picture]while liyun and me were confused bout the answers so we were checkin each other's book.its kinda weird tt cumar said this: cumar:adelene.wad is the answer? me:i dunno cumar:how can u not noe me:*stare* cumar:u were talkin.. me:-in my mind-huh??got arR? liyun:say no..juz say no me:no.. cumar:no?!i can see things u noe. whole class:*lol* wahaha..joke of the day man."i can see things."haha.. after tt,went to the hall to set up the equipment for the public speakin.can say it went smoothly.yay!budden hwee ying was acting kinda 'ji dong'.i mean..relax lah.hai~then when cumar asked me to help,i walked half way then ok the liao,then i went back.but who would have known tt hwee ying followed me and bumped into me.not to mention,her head hittin my chest.pain leh..[plz,dun get the wrong idea.i 'fell down' and hit my chest so its kinda 'broken'.this was since like..p4?and i realli mean chest.not tt ahem ahem]and hwee ying was puttin the blame on cumar[well,mainly her but she was oso puttin blame on me.]*sigh*oh well,kept the stuff.lalala..saw yen chun(anyhow spell).i like the colour of her hair and she looks like she went to macpherson ite.i dunno..her clothes look like those of macpherson ite.how i noe?eugene is in tt ite.wahaha. :D anyway,was walkin home when i saw hu lao shi wif her daughter.oOo..i was thinkin.the past two days i saw ppl i know or i'm quite close to.then i wonder who i'll see tml.stupid.i'm going for cgm tml!of coz i get to see ppl i'm close to.wahaha..well,hope i won't get lost again. Wednesday, March 03, 2004
:: shiver :: pretty much the same as yesterday except for the public speakin course.got debate and i nearly got the bez speaker.damn.i can't believe it.wahaha.anyway,i dun care much.i was shakin like..jelly juz now.haha.then went for cca.ducktar was the same crappy witch.wahaha.i'm so evil.but she is kinda..i dunno.stuck up?making us do ALL the work.ok fine,not all but MAINLY all. :\ kimberly and kokila got banned from coming into the computer room coz they went to msn.gosh.is this the first time tt mrs ductar noes tt we students use msn?!i mean..since the time she came[or earlier],we alredi started using msn.she's slow.wahaha.oh and next week for public speakin we're gonna do drama.cool man!finally..BUT we have to give an outline of the stupid speech.urk.. was walkin home when i saw mdm lum.had a small chat wif her.feels gd to catch up on old times man.and..bobby..he's..dead!!*crys loudly*my favourite noisy dog is..is..gone!!!*sigh*.. Tuesday, March 02, 2004
:: cluelessness :: today was okay i guess.pretty normal.mrs cumar is totally unreasonable.i could juz literally flick her all the way to china.ha!and she'll have trouble coping coz she doesn't noe chinese!damn i'm evil.i guess i'm the 'worse' member in the cgm.a bit vulgar[correct spellin?] at times.oh well,managed to finish the "red balloon" during phyics lesson.wahaha.i think mr thomson knew wad i was doin,juz tt he kept quiet.well,at least until near end of his lesson tt he saw me sleepin in his class.oOo..but no biggy to me.i mean,who wouldn't sleep during his lesson?[ok,obviously i'm askin a stupid qns coz chang`e and some other ppl would lesson to him tok on his endless 'encounters' wif force. xr gave me a bracelet.cool eh.haha..nice budden i dun think it would fit me.[too big.wahaha.=Xx]well,on my way home i saw my ah gong.oOo..i didn't noe for sure it was him until i looked at his face.[ok fine,i'm blind. :\]then we talked.cool..i neva realli tok to him for a long time.so i asked him bout ah ma and stuff.its kinda sad though,coz ah gong and ah ma is havin the veh veh common mentality."we live oso is waitin to die.u children have a bright future ahead,not like us."tt's wad he said to me.its kinda sad lor.and i admit i'm not a gd grand daugther.i nowadays neva realli go over to their hse to help out.*sigh*the worse thing is i can't speak much of teochew.i can speak a bit,i can understand wad they say[well,most of the time..not all the time -.-']but my knowledge of teochew is kinda low.so ya.. i wanna help them in some way but i'm so busy wif schwork and cca and there's like,not enough time to even stop and..ah i dunno.its juz busy and i dunno whether i can cope wif all these things happening.*sigh*oh well,i betta get on wif my homework.lemme see...english[biography/biblography :|] and debate.damn..wHoOsH~gtg..so i'll blog tml.cya peeps Monday, March 01, 2004
:: intentions :: sch is as boring as usual.and we ran like wad,12 rounds for p.e?damn..today was..like i said,pretty much a boring day.had history test and lit test.i'm gonna fail man..and my cousin came in today so..ya.mdm zalena nv come i guess. :\ well,i guess i'm not gonna do well for my lit.die..wahaha.i mean..10th position!i can't make it..or maybe i can.ah shucks.its too 'early' to tell but i have to work hard.then yee wui,chang`e,jeannette and zhuo hwa stayed back for a while to discuss the debate thing.and up till now,jeannette doesn't noe of the meaning "dun cut"..oh well,maybe i guess most of the other 'population' won't noe wad i'm sayin so..ya.gosh..i hate myself.ah well,gonna meet up wif fish later to clear some air.i guess i'm gonna land on bigger shit when i do tt. :\ |