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Thursday, February 24, 2005
:: lost in you alone :: there's usually this big gap for my blog posts. *sigh today: oh well,had lit test today. didn't really panic but my brain nearly went into a coma. : \ ss test was..er..i dun really have much to say bout it. mrs teo came late today and thus,we only jogged one round. but who knows what tml holds. urk. so chessy. haha. yesterday: wore the clothes that yvonne lent to me. omg. i didn't notice till today that he was super small and translucent. realised i was lookin like crap,but rushed down to church anyway. saw delia at kovan mrt. met cin and jackie at the 179 bus stop. haha. jackie is learning sound for children church. woohoo! got off the bus. met up with conan and we decided to wait at lobby for no particular reason. saw auggie. dammit, they look gd! haha. ard 5.50pm,me and conan went down. but realised that there were this big bunch of people alredi at the stairs waiting. we finally decided to take the leaders' lift.(i feel so fortunate! (( : ) went down. saw brother henry at the stage. suddenly he call me to pass him some documents. wow! he remembers my name! hahaha. went up to lvl 4 to meet up with gavin and peishan. though i was just standin there doin nth, i still managed to learn some stuff. double yay. ( x not to mention,i did children church overflow room by myself. (plz applaud for me. thank you) and i must say,the sound quality was just that damn gd lah. haha. *pats shoulder i'm so snobbish. anyways, had de-brief at b4. as brother henry was talkin,i nearly fell asleep. my eyelids were like,carryin coconuts. :\ but still manage to stay awake. took taxi back with jason,weixiang and simon. simon kept talkin bout his work. i didn't realli understand but i just laugh and smile. hahaha. jason was kinda interested with me doin ART. didn't know he appreciates art. hahaha. and the taxi driver damn funny. not the "HAHAHA" way..but..i dunno. just funny. talks to me bout how this guy sent his gf home(bedok) and went back to his place(woodlands) and how it costed 50 odd dollars. : oh well,just realised that i'm gonna steep back to depression. hope i dun. but i just simply can't take the backstabbing. its not realli backstab but..*sigh i dunno. and i 'blasted' at yanling. my fault: i wasn't in the right state of mind. her fault: didn't reply my freakin messages. i dunno. i feel pressured. am i being stretched? didn't manage to catch chingay on tv coz i had sound. and i was shocked that cin actually went to taufik's autograph session at j8. i dun wanna blame her and get angry. but its just there. that angsty feeling. in my head: why did she go without me? didn't she say she would go with me?-feels betrayed- in my heart: dun think that ur a very BIG person. she doesn't have to wait for u. just forgive and forget truth is,i dunno what to do.maybe i'm just overwhelmed by jealously and anger.and i realised that my 'true friends' aren't that true. but ppl change,i can't do anything. Tuesday, February 08, 2005
:: boms :: chny celebrations were..blah. better then i expected. guzheng and wushu were the greatest. haha. we got chocolates and candies from miss ferng and wu laoshi respectively. how nice. :) not to mention the many thank you-s we had from the 'wonderful' teachers. after everything was done,we(the girls down for duty) went to makan at mac. by the time we reached the bus stop, there was this big crowd of pL girls. bah! so we decided to take a taxi to mac instead. since there were 8 of us,we splitted out into 2 grps to get a taxi. me,eileen,weefong and shermaine waited 47549813014 years for a taxi which is not hired to come our way. and the sun was happily dancing above us. saw loads of ppl i know at mac. i even saw that sean guy i knew from the bball court last wednesday. went home. talked to hafiz and we were debating bout compo and crap stuff. it was some heated arguement man. haha. reunion dinner isn't much of what it is to me. my mom eats first, followed by my father and then by me. oh well, i just pray that God's presence will be with me throughout the year(and forever more). i'm glad that you're finally not so depressed anymore. u know who u are. and i hope this won't be a one min 'affair'. though u are younger than me,i look up to u alot. :) its not bout age,but its how u can be someone that i can,well,never really be. you've been through more hardships and humiliation than me, but u were willing to rise up and not stay down forever. gd for you! Monday, February 07, 2005
:: fault lines :: last wednesday was just plain sick,violent and utter stupidity. hah. shan't reveal too much but my best bud got 'attacked' for a stupid reason: she talks funny and the ah lians find her way of speech xialan. seriously,if they're not happy that they lost at first, then just keep ur opinions to urself. we went to make a police report. stupid police officer had attitude problems. police:so wad's that misunderstandin? everyone: -silence- police: -repeats qns again- me: actually... police:i'm not talkin to you,i'm talking to her (points at fren) major issues man. haha. we ended up going to amk police hq. the police's name was 'MO'. haha. i guess it's supposedly mohammed(sorry if i spell wrongly),but its too long for a name tag..so..ya. on saturday,had cgm and sound. joyce was from my school! haha. didn't know that. and i waited half an hour just for one taxi. basically most of them were hired. *grumbles haha..well,did 4th floor with jed and kelvin. kelvin is..i dunno. (insert description of him here). haha. there. but either way, we're still learning. (( : yesterday, went to church with yanling and daryl. saw this malay guy that was sittin oppo me. and i saw him again when going home. haha. i gave him a cold stare. : hope he didn't see that. haha. well, was pretty silent throughout the journey to church. dun ask why. but service was gd. rev. john bevere was preachin and man, God's presence really filled the place. ate lunch and went back to church. needed to get smth from my fren. but she ended up like..1 hr late? so i decided to go off first. saw victor and conan doing sound. bah! those two,esp victor, keep pickin on me. rah!! shall have revenge!! haha..kiddin. today,mdm hou was damn pissed with the class. but thank God i left it on her shelf early in the morning. if not,i would have died. urk. mel and gang bought her a g-string. madness man, those guys. haha. ohoh,went out to eat lunch after school with debbie,nicole and wanzhen. was shocked when i was crossing the road to the nearby kopitiam. there was this bus that was comin out of sgss. i was staring in, obviously tryin to see if i can see anyone i know. realised it was all guys, : , and they were bballers if i'm not wrong. but when i stared in,this guy actually waved to me. i mean,i dun even know him...siao! bwhahaha!!! sorry lah,damn high now. haha. and daniel is gonna join sound. yay!! (( : oh man..cny celebrations tml. bah!! haha.. yay! God is gd! :D haha. *grins double-y wide |