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Thursday, April 07, 2005
:: jokes i have this great pang of regret in my heart coz i didn't pre-order the bears. : ( what's worse,i might not be able to attend EMERGE!! i'm having my OBS camp on those days. *ROARS i'm so demoralised. *sulks at least,one thing to be happy bout is that i managed to do quite well for NAPFA(not including 2.4km run). another sad thing: i had 1 C. the agony!!! but overall,it was the best i did over the past few years. ( : one other sad thing: tml i have to go to geylang library for some crap thing.it might seem like there's nth wrong but well..after that there's this band concert thing and i dun wanna wear my friggin MRL shirt to a BAND concert. *sulks even more i feel so whine-ny. whatever it is,i feel like crying..or smth. hahaha. hrmx, i sound like a spoilt brat..hahaha few more sad happenings/things to happen: -i haven't finished my maths and chinese tuition homework -i'm gonna fail my bio -i'll get lost on saturday tryin to find a way to DBS Arts Centre. -i'm gonna die since no one is doin anything for PW. its just sad. i pray that the Lord will pull me thru all these. *SCREAMS *sigh. and i wan to go for emerge!! Lord,please postpone the date of OBS. please please please. :\ Monday, April 04, 2005
: : a heart after you i love you, God. a simple statement,but yet it echos loudly in God's kingdom. some may think that he doesn't care for them. just when everytime someone preaches bout God giving his one and only son to us,to die on the cross, some think that..hey,it's not for me. but the fact is the fact. Jesus died for everyone. some think they are not worthy to run after God anymore,after all their evil/wrong-doings. but,God wants you to run to him,not away from him. those that went for the easter service, i'm sure u heard the song "what is this love". who is this man? why does he care? ...his eyes could see thru my soul. what is this love, i've never known, touched me deep within so i could see my guilt and shame u've washed away forgive my past and let me live again. and remember what Jesus said to her? your sins are as red as scarlet, yet i'll make them as white as snow. God indeed cares for us. no matter what ppl may think, God is with us all the way,even through the darkest of times. and He will make us the head and not the tail. He is a good God. a healing God. He is my everything. i can't say that i'm without flaws,but yet with God walking with me, i know that he overlooks it and looks at my gifts and talents. whatever it is, he sees all of us as perfect.yet sin took away our life,our everything. but God is Almighty and even when it is impossible,he makes it possible. Jesus does not belong to one person,he is for ALL. and all means all. God will never forsake anyone. Jesus,i give u my heart never, we will be apart move in me change my life jesus i give u all :: grace like a river :: wanna talk bout yesterday(sunday). i prayed to God the night before that i would wake up in time,since i slept at 1+am. and i did. i planned to wake up at 5.30am,but figured that being just a lazy pig,i would wake up at 6 instead. but to my surprise,i woke up at 5.30am,even before the alarm clock rang. i was kinda in a daze at first,firguring that it was probably 6.30am and tt i had died a miserable death,but Praise the Lord! hahaha. went to get ready and left early. waited 1 min for the taxi,since it just arrived. i thank God! but..sadly: me:uncle,jurong west st 91 him: orh after a while__in the traffic jam me:-this doesn't look like st91. oh crap,i hope he didn't hear wrongly- me:uncle arR,ni dong city harvest church zai na li mar?(do u know where is chc?) him:aiyoh!wo bu tong leh..shi zai st81 hor?(i dunno! isn't it at st81?) me:*in shock er..bu shi. shi zai st91(no,its at st91) him:orh orh.. *continues driving ard st81 him:ta men shou shi zai st81? (they say is at st81 izzit?) me:*still in shock bu shi,shi st91.. (no,its st91) him:ORH!! st91 arR. wo dong wo dong me: =.= but by God's grace,i wasn't late. haha. got ready for sound check and service. woohoo! i'm doing stage again. but sadly,i always end up being blur. :\ anyways,it was fun. but when it came to alter call,i was overwhelmed with the Holy Spirit. he just hugged me and filled me with such warmth. when i stood there on stage,tears just rolled off my cheeks. and God whispered to me i'm here... i'm here... words can't describe how i felt. for all 3 services. tears just filled my eyes. i couldn't help but feel so vulnerable yet open. saw pst sun and kong up close. it was an amazing feeling. and i bet tiff and cheryl would die to be in my shoes because of brother MARK. hahaha. *rubs hands in glee haha.but he's a realli nice guy. veh frenly and kinda of a metrosexual kinda guy. i know i shldn't say this but..ah..sshhh. haha. i hope i used the correct word. if not..AHH!! haha. |