Tuesday, January 31, 2006
:: paralyzed
Gong xi gong xi! *whacks gong
its chinese new year. ( : all the food and cash...ahahaha. but not forgetting the traditions and family. its been great for the past 2 days of celebration. except for the fact that aunt and uncle(maternal side) assumes i'm invisble. oh well. doesn't matter. as long as i get to bond with my relatives and grandparents. ( : its been quite exciting i have to say. all the food; abalone, scallop, pineapple tarts...PHWOAR. i'm hyperventilating.
i doubt i'll be able to grow upwards since i'm putting on more at the side.
help?hahaha. i'm happy. i'm happy. for now that is. lots of things unsettled, already had scoldings and a shoe hurled at my face. my conclusion, its just the beginning. ah well..let me soak in this joyous moment for as long as possible.
day2 dinner feast at gu ma's place:hannah(niece): i want to sit next to JIEJIE(sister) adelene!bernard(father): nonono, she's AUNTIE adelene. not jie jiehannah: NO! *grumbles she's jie jie!!waichee(mother): no hannah, if linda is your auntie, so is adelene. quick, call auntie adelenehannah: *shakes head jiejie adeleneme: -elated-xD
the darnest things kids say. hahaha
and upon stepping into sharon's house, i nearly fainted. i think her family struck toto or smth.

can you see that OSIM chair? that's not all. they also have the OSIM iSqueeze. OH MY NUTS. but i must say, the iSqueeze ain't that bad. hahahaha. but LOOK. LOOK.
not to mention, the arowana(sp?) behind is
awesome. his name is JOHNNY and i think he has major back problems. anyways, he has a really sweet love story. hahaha. he had a girl named Molly. and they used to fight all the time. They both would fight over the simplest of matters. When it came to feeding time, Johnny would gobble up the live food behind Molly would. But deep down, they both would give way. Until one day, Molly died. since then, Johnny became a vegetarian. HAHAHA. i heard this from sharon. so i don't know anything.
anyways, celebrations are ggggooooddddd.
so long and goodnight.
don't flaunt too much, girl. it makes people sick.
Friday, January 27, 2006
:: wunderkind
to sum everything up in one word: PHWOAR
that's practically what is for the past week or so. pretty hectic. CNY rehearsals, tests/quizzes, laughing my buttocks off with bre and des and blablabla. and i'm still sick, so i'm assuming i can't eat GOOD FOOD during CNY.
speaking of which, its gonna be CNY soon.
//what do i have that sets me apart?i don't knownothing.stop whacking please
Friday, January 13, 2006
:: franticCRIES
for the first time in 1 week++, it didn't rain. THANK GOD. and i realised that i'm down with flu. alamak. this can't be happening. and already i have a big pile of homework in school waiting for my arrival. :\ save me.
BIG SHOUTOUT: cg members, my pop and mob, classmates, cca mates and many others. not forgetting my daddy up above. ( : really appreciate the concern and prayers. thanks all! ( :nick: its not raining!! xDbre: smth that you don't know. hahahahatiff: i don't want more pox. ahhhh!!anyways, i was cleaning up my house yesterday and i found so many things that reminded me of my past. the friendship, the love, the tears, the poems. hahaha. its kinda endless. not to mention, the amount of dust that was flying around was making me insane. well, its in the past. i know God is good. the future will be better. but its kinda sad to see old friendships broken..it just..hurts. come to think of it, i'm reminded of the days i was being mocked and laughed at.
well, those ppl who did that to me..thanks for letting me grow. ( : hahaha. but during those days when you laughed and pointed fingers at me, it stings. A LOT. and well, (i'm not mocking you, btw) you're not so popular anymore. hmms. things are always subject to change. ( : though i may not be as smart as you, at least grown to be more mature. ask yourself whether you have grown.
to those who said you would be there for me when i'm down, yes..it hurts. and i bet you didn't realised that it affects me a lot. but hey, at least i know who are my true friends and who are just..someone else in my life. i don't hate you. i just don't think what you say is right. hmms.
why am i getting so...(insertdescriptiveword)?
hmms. the world is such a judgemental place. i'm not gonna name the people who think i'm a nerd or just a dumb crap, but it hurts a lot. even in church, i know of people(or person?) who dislike me for no reason. forget it. i'm not gonna prove how good i am to you. like how Jesus knew His place in God when the devil tempted him, i know God has something great installed for me. i'm not perfect or great. but at least i'm learning.
my schmate/churchmate: though ur never gonna read this, but i just want you to know that you should live up to your word. if you think by throwing me disgusting looks, joining dance ministry, hangin out with the "cool" group in both the school and church, is gonna get you some where..then i suggest you prepare a map and compass on standby. once again, i don't hate you. oh well. i still wish you all the best for you n levels this year. ( :]ngahaha. i'm happy. ( :
but i think i need flu medicine and more tissue paper
*blows nose
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
:: undertheCOVERS
so for the past few days, it's been raining cows and buffalos. but its a nice weather to sleep in rite? hahaha. oh well. i need to go back to school man. not because i love it. but because i really need to catch up. and i have another chinese compo to do. urk.
please heal, u pox.
"ignorance is bliss,
cherish it"
Saturday, January 07, 2006
::truthFINDS
so its already 2006.
school started a few days ago and PHWOAR. actually nothing much. the teachers that we have a quite good. but when it comes to their new system, BANDING, its a totally different story. on the downside, it groups all the smarties( i prefer m&ms.HAHAHA) together, the average grades ppl together and yah..u get the idea. and not to mention, its a mixture of people from different classes which makes communication much harder. and u have to travel around a lot. on the brighter note, you get the make friends, learn to be more independent(i guess), move at ur 'own' pace blablablabalbala.
oh well.
cca fair was on earlier today and i DIDN'T SHOW UP!!
*gasps
why? no, i didn't oversleep.
i got chicken pox.
yes, i have
the pox. FEAR ME(if u havent had them). yes, at this age of
sweet,sweet sixteen(well, unofficially at least).hey, not everyone gets the pox when they were kids.
so i've got 2 weeks mc from school. hahahaha. i'm gonna rot at home. but maybe i'll try to get up and do smth productive,for once. it IS the o level year. hopefully when i watch seasame street, o won't be the letter of the day. yes, i still watch it. just for laughs and kicks. :D i'm young larrr
so i'm itching rite now. and my belly looks like a good place to play "join the dots". and OH, speaking of which, my teacher thought i had dengue. tsk. best. oh well, wanna get well soon. so i'm gonna snooze now. hahaha. its midnight, by the way.
qwoieudsnkjvoedagfuznvutrigh
HAHAHAHA *runs around with a papercup
i'm catching AIR
Monday, January 02, 2006
:: shiftedOFF
so its already the second day of 2006
as they say, " a new year, a new beginning".
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just wanted to thank everyone who have played a part in my life (directly and indirectly). its been one crazy heck of a year and i'm sure 2006 will be even more exciting. dontcha think so? ( :
thanks for the encouragement, sarcasm, stories, prayers.
thanks for the joy, sadness, laughter and tears
and i thank God for His love ( :
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so school is on tml and i still have a heapload of homework on my table. hooray
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and wassup with ppl making jokes about chc? tsk..pfft
i'm off. crying over television drama isn't exactly my thing.
this is so random. hmms