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Monday, July 31, 2006
:: overhaul i cried when i was praising. i cried when people around me were screaming. i cried as i went down. i cried when people fell unto me. i cried when i was by the altar. i cried, because i know God came to save me. its was EXCITING, i tell you. deliverance is always an eye-opener. you'll be able to see God's power moving so strongly in the place. screaming, shaking, trembling, vomitting and whatnots - in this case, its all normal. when i heard pst Mike Connell call for the second altar call(" the next group of ppl i wanna pray for is those who have been in sexual sin. or is hurt by relationships. you're still harbouring bitterness and anger..."), i knew i HAD to go down. as i went down, my tears flowed out continously. i waited to get prayed for while the girls surrounding me were crying and screaming and trembling. i was just standing there, my hands already shaking and my mind in a whirl. while i was waiting to be prayed for, i could already feel the peace in my heart. someone gave me a signal to move further up front and so i went. when the lady laid hands on me, i burst out into another 'wave' of tears and i started trembling. and i fell to the ground. i don't remember much, except that i was pushing and tugging and SUDDENLY, this man-like voice came out of me. haha. interesting. i have no control of my body, seriously. i started coughing and screaming and, you get the idea. everything was quiet. all i could hear was "spirit of rejection. OUT. spirit of SHAME. spirit of fear. IN JESUS NAME". and now i'm free. ( : (of coz afterwhich, my hair was in the total mess and my spectacles out of place. NICE. i love GOD. heh i was extremely exhausted after that. my throat and abdomen was sore like madness. haha. but its all worth it. mrl girls: thanks for the farewell. we seniors may seem like we didn't enjoy ourselves. but we did! you guys put in loads of effort. really appreciate it. ( : you: i 'm at loss for words to say, but i'm glad you came down. i'm really happy God: i love you! i put my trust in you man. you rock \m/ and thanks for the things you've done for me. i think i complain too much, don't you think so too? heh.. i remember the vision you showed me, about the rose. do you remember? : D Thursday, July 27, 2006
"my oh my. i never saw it coming. YOU GUYS DID GOOD! ((: ALL MY THANKS TO DESIREE, ADELENE, ADEL, HANNAH, TERESA, DEBORAH & ASHLEY!! MOST MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY EVER. i can't say 16th cause i'm only going to be 16 once. haha apparently they have been planning for like 2 weeks and i never noticed. HEH. so yeah.. adelene suggested to play xbox at my house yesterday. so okay lorr. settled today. SO we went to deborah's house to get her xbox game console. i ALMOST fell asleep there waiting for her to finish her bath and get her stuff ready, and i watched CSI:NY! ((: met adel at serangoon interchange and headed home. NOTHING seemed abnormal. called home to check lunch and asked ade to cook more lunch for adel and deborah. went home and EHH? how come got macs for lunch?? saw this note. "Hey! we left Mac's for you & your fam, & sorry but we'd to rush off. enjoy! Love, your friends, santa claus & elves. P.S Go your room for your present." read it then ade told me to go up for my present. soooo i was like okayyy. go up and they screammmmed "-BLOWS WHISTLES- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" REALLY LOUDLY!! hahah ashley, desiree, teresa, hannah and deborah were there! i think i jumped a mile! hahah gave them a hug and went down for lunch. after lunch I GOT MY OREO CHEESECAKE!! YAYYYYY!! ((: ((: THANKS ALL ONCE AGAIN!! they had the stupid relightable candles! RARR blew them out like at least 7 times. HEH major laughs. adel got a shock too when she had a brownie 'cake' for her too!! THANKS STEADD for the BROWNIE! ((: then came the WHIPPED CREAM. oh man THAT WAS THE BEST! haha everyone got whipped creamed. everyone was dirty. and i was extra dirty cause ade decided to take revenge. HAHA it was super fun la. I WANT ASHLEY'S PHOTOS! ((: burnout and halo followed. I LIKE TODAY. I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! ((: and it's extra cool weather today. good reflection of my mood! ((: and i realised the signs that SO obvious pointed out that they were planning smth but i obviously ain't smart enough to find out. haha DES and ASH were late this morning. WEIRD. DES asking me which gate i was going out from. WEIRD. oh wells. ASH's handwriting on the note (SANTA CLAUS?!). WEIRD. i am quite blind eh? MAJOR THANKS TO HANNAH (STEADDDD!), TERESA, ASHLEY, DESIREE, ADELENE AND HANNAH TOO!! 2 DAYS!! lessons were crazy today. mrs L went a little crazy during SS, i think she's too tired. heh mrs R came in SUPER pissed off but then relaxed after des made her TURBAN comment. (it was turbines. HAHA) then we talked about going in the rain and growing mould in your hair. then it turned to mushrooms. HAHA we went up to getting wet in the rain, growing mould then mushrooms in your hair, then use turbans to cover up for cultivations. then those mushrooms can be used as extra ingredients! and turn the tubines. HAHAH ((: haha then we had this SUPER black picture. i asked ashley to descibe the picture. " i can see a car.. otherwise it's just a black box." HAHA best la. going mad during chem. ((:" i got this from bre's blog. too lazy to type my own. haha. BUTBUT, i saw tiffy at the interchange today. HELLO LOVELY!! :D shouts bre: YAY! hahaha. we is good actresses. haha. AND I BOUGHT THOSE CANDLES. heh tiffy: SEXAYYE LADY. haha. missed you loads man. ( : and i saw that shoutout on your blog. thanks man. heh the gang: OMG. i didn't know you guys got a brownie cake for me too! haha. i really thought it was dry ice lah. wahh. THANKS. i nearly cried k. haha eileen: go look!! Joyous Perfection. :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hqB0EDtVbY&eurl= jek: omg. if you're gonna keep at it, i might just come after you with a parang. :D Saturday, July 22, 2006
:: EmptyRoom http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzJr-M0dG_M hello taufik. and for those who need further evidence that taufik came(and me going hysterical back in the conference room), click the above. OH TAUFIK. :D // most of my friends in the cg notice that i wear the same thing all the time. and well, i'm just too lazy and too scared to dress up. "scared? siao arr?" sure, i'm crazy. but i have this constant feel of disgust when i dress up, or so it seems. my mind psychos me to think that i look like a total nutcase when i go out wearing a floral printed shirt, which to all is very flattering - not that i hear anyone saying it to my face. another reason why i don't dress up is because no one notices. it would be nice if someone were to say "hey adel, lookin' smashin' today" or "ADDEELLL, YOU LOOK NICEEE". not that i want to be the glamour queen or (insertstatus), but it feels nice when people actually take notice of the effort you put in. but i know God is looking, He's got the HOTS of me. :D besides the fact that i'm afraid to dress up, i'm just too lazy to bother. sure, i wanna look awesome and trendy too. i'm a girl. (i'm not saying guys don't wanna look dashing. they too put in an equal, or more, amount of effort and time to looking as hot as they are. johnny depp, taufik...HAHAHA) but i can take figure out which top suits me, what flatters me and yada yada. oh hums. why did i start talking about this? eeyer. what am i good at? dancing [nope] singing [nope] playing a/any instrument [nope] counselling [nope] science [NEVER] filming [who knows] acting [go figure] sound/audio [maybe] photography [i'd like to think i'm good] laughing [YES, but its not a skill arr] aaaaaahhh. i don't know. God, what IS my purpose? Friday, July 21, 2006
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7T7czDpZq9A&search=city%20harvest%20church The beatboxing guys that performed during emerge, Audictive. SAVY( is that how you spell it? haha) watched Pirates Of The Carribean with des,bre and ana yesterday at Cathy. PHWOAR. JOHNNY DEPP IS HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT.damnhotdamnthotdamnhot. but he is like 43, WITH 2 KIDS. BUTBUT, he's a family man. oh so alluring. HHAAHA. mogmogmomgomgo. (i'm sorry lah, i'm a schoolgirl. what did you expect?) keira knightly better not get too stuck up because she got kissing scenes with BOTH orlando bloom and johnny depp. eek. i wanna be their hairstylist or SMTH. so i can, you know, rub shoulders with them. HAHAHAHAHAHA. SSHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOO. hothothothothohtohot. let me enlighten you. ( :  i told you he was hot. xD i'm so full of randomness. hoorayhooray, oh take my fears away. Tuesday, July 18, 2006
:: MotionSickness what do i portray to you? God, what do YOU think? i think i've lost all sense of humour and whatnot. i just hope i'm not losing myself. spiritual warfare? // there were 3 ACS boys that came over today to promote "the battle of the bands". and here's the scene. bre: -to me- i dare you to tell the guy he is cute! me: which guy? bre: hmms. the one wearing specs me: OKAY. and what will i get from this? *glee bre: -in deep thought- a cookie? me: ON ARR!! 5 mins later, the boys came over to our table(at the canteen)... boys: hey us girls: -stares back- boy #1: erm, we're having this event in our school.(RAHDEEDAH. i can't remember what he said. haha) me: -looks at poster- EH! why don't have our school? boys: -look at each other and grins- me: oh..okies. OHOH. my friend thinks you're(points to guy in specs) cute. NONO. my friend(points to bre) told me to tell you that you are cute. *grins widely boy #1 and #2: -looks at each other, then looks at friend and smile widely- specs boy: -blushing away- bre: WAH LAO!! ADEL!! -tries to hide-(because he was standing rite beside her) moral of the story? don't dare me to do anything, especially when the price is a cookie. heh. Friday, July 14, 2006
:: SignalsElevate I shouldn't have seen his friendster profile, because then I wouldn't get hurt all over again. I'm giving myself unwanted stress. And needless to say, I usually start crying out a reservoir. Lamentation at its best? Go figure. Sometimes I just want to stay silent and not bother anyone, or something. I even imagine myself getting into an accident, just to see how many people actually know what's going on in my life and to see whether they truly care for me. "ADEL, are you crazy? of course we care for you..." That's what they all say. Sure. God help me. Tuesday, July 11, 2006
:: BOB i quote this from somebody's blog Hello world. Yesterday I got up really early, like 8am kind of early and I went to meet Lalu. One of our seniors, Nigel, invited us to his church (City Harvest) that morning and I thought it would be nice to take a gander and expose myself to a little bit of religion. I’ve never really been religious–just trying to "keep an open mind". Lalu hasn’t really been since she was a kid, and she doesn’t remember it particularly well, either. The service was all right. I don’t really mean to be so neutral or boring about it, but that is really how I feel. They sang a series of five or six songs when the service began. It was kind of cool to see so many people, so spiritually connected, get together on one day every week. The symbolism was beautiful. Also, their "vocal leaders" (if thats what you call it–they led the singing) were all really good. I want to be able to sing like them. It was kind of weird for me and Lalu, though. I mean, we saw people who sung til they started tearing. Also, everyone was praying in tongues. I was kind of freaked out. No offence to anyone, really. Its just something you don’t see every day. Lalu and I also laughed at inappropriate times. We’re both sorry! At one point, they asked those people who were there for their first or second time to stand up. So me and Lalu did, and I think people started applauding or something. Next thing we know, about ten different people I don’t think we’ll ever be seeing again in our lives, came to shake our hands. That was kind of cool. ;p Everyone was extremely friendly. I found that pretty heartwarming. Though, the questions they ask can get pretty cliché. A few examples are, "How did you get to know Nigel?", "What level are you in?", "How was the service?"(Okay this might be a given) or "What CCA are you in?". It beats boring small talk I guess. After the service, we went along with everyone in the cell group to the coffee shop opposite to have lunch. The food there is unbelievable, haha. Then we left, and I spent another hour getting home. Their church is insanely huge. Like they have eight storeys, and its insane to think they have so many people that they need to move to Expo. So that was my little church experience. YAY. we're impacting lives and we're being relevant. :D it makes me have a greater burden for revival. God, let it happen. and THANK GOD!! o level chinese was on today and i wasn't really prepared for it. but i focused on one topic and HOOHA, it came out. God works in mysterious ways. haha. i did relatively well. i'd like to believe that i got a distinction but i'll most probably get a merit. ( : will blog more some other time. busy arrr |