Saturday, October 28, 2006
:: Signboards
i should probably be studying now since o levels are just a few days away, but here i am. blogging. i think one way or another, blogging did miracles for my english. i don't know man. it improved. HAHAHA
so anyways, studying sessions are good. at least something gets done. i tend to get easily distracted when i'm at home. i end up wasting hours by sleeping and eating, which kinda explains the BIG chunk of ansklfdsae. and i realised that quite a number of people aren't ready for o levels. so i'm not the only one who thinks so, yaayyyhhahaha. okay, let's see how my revision is coming along..
EL: bloggingblogblog :D
CL: tick
maths: HAHAHAHAHAHA
chem/bio: almost there
geog: 3chapts to study, but haven't touched it yet
ss: done with merger, 293742183 more chaps to go
lit: nope
art: 1 sketch (:
so as you can see, i'm so prepared for o levels.
ohh, saw eugene and a whole load of pl lites at mac yesterday. plus sabbie came over to my place! haha. and God spoke to me about arise and build. the sum He wanted me to give was far beyond my imagination. but you know, if it's a God-idea then it definitely can be accomplished. plus, i'll be finding a job after os. meaning to say that i'll have extra moolah. LURRVLAYE.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
:: ForeignFlag
i love GOD ( :
Saturday, October 21, 2006
:: MoreThanEver
i seriously need the love of God to love (insertname).
so dry, so dry.
which is worse?
foolish thinking or foolish words?
:: Run

i think ogling over korean guys are taking a toll my studies. hahaha
ppl: stop blaming God. if God hates you so much, then He would have all the power in the heavens to zap you away. but He chose not to. not because He wants to torture you slowly but hello, He is GOD. obviously He has better things to do than to thumb you down. so stop thinking so highly of yourself and glorifying the devil.sorry, i just had to say that. heh. (insertname) was being a total ass today. i can understand why people are upset with my actions with regards to yesterday's practical. i mean, i have been really bothered by it ever since yesterday. but for (insertname) to actually be angry and tell the whole world abt it is irony.
all i can say is, look at yourself first before you start saiyng what a ____ i am. there's a part of me that doesn't really care. but there's only the other part that says this is "injustice". haha. how amusing.you: of all ppl, i didn't imagine you could have said that. its a dumb excuse for not planning it well. don't make it sound like its my fault. i didn't say anything because i don't wanna ruin our years of friendship with a i-am-angry-go-die reply. its really not worth it. that thing is over, but i'm just upset with your comment. sorry.someone else: omg, shuddup. i'm seriously not interested and i doubt i ever will be
"knowing nothing is better than knowing at all"
Thursday, October 19, 2006
:: FreedomSong
"i'll drink of your spirit"i wish i was at the top of a tall building and i so happen to trip over some debris and VOILA. because i can't stand your nonsense.
sci practical was (insertword). i wasn't really that worried about it. kudos to God. HELLO GOD, THANKS!! I LOVE YOU! ok, even when i was greeted with some plant and OIL, i couldn't really care less. but what got me mad was the fact that i put copper(II)oxide instead of copper(II)chloride for the chemistry section. but i remember ms sem saying that if i cancel in pencil, the marker MIGHT give me marks. so i added a chloride behind the oxide and cancelled it with pencil. smart, but not smart enough! tsk. bio was nuts though, SERIOUSLY. OMG. and this will be my final science practical, ever. i expected it to be more fun than this. haha
so apparently i got caught for having an unauthorised electronic device (a camera. yes, i know). very foolish of me. and i actually admitted to it while 3472043812 others remain quiet about bringing their mp3s. whatever man. was kinda tensed up after that realisation. but chilling with eileen and JO was a totally insane. i think i'm getting abs. ( :
did i mention that i accidentally dripped barium chloride into hydrochloric solution? i hope i don't get into some other discipline case. this is bad. :\
Saturday, October 07, 2006
:: Vagabond
let's gambol in the sun have you checked out the haze recently? its massive, i tell you. i went out of school at 6.30pm and i was amazed at how erm, murky the surrounding area was. not to mention, there was a funeral nearby. which could only mean one thing, more smoke from the burning of paper. oh congrats. please stop burning the trees! it will lead to global warming and singapore being enveloped in total darkness. OHNO *cues scary music
ohheeyyy, i've finished my art! ok, not. but most of it is done up and woowwhhee. God multiplied the time. LADEEDAHLLALALA. initially, i started out the day being all happy and cheery. but now i'm all..i don't know. i feel so in awe, or however you can describe my current emotions. its a personal thing but what can you expect rite? i don't get how people can just be so smart without even studying. and i can never ever understand how goodlooking girls can be overcomed by low self-esteem. plus the fact that.. ahh. oh well. the mysteries of life?
i feel like smashing (insertname's) head into a billion and one pieces. hello, if you know it and don't think the same way then just say so. i won't bite you, unless you decide to do something stupid
like what you're doing now just say you have no feelings for me. i'd rather face the truth than to keep assuming. but then again, i'm just living in my own fantasy land. God told me that He'll give me a better guy. so HAH!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
:: NextAlteration
you using vulgarities amuses me
'nuff said
i haven't heard from Him for a long time ):
i guess i've been too obsessed with the things around me, instead of spending quality time with God. and it isn't helping with my lack of discipline.
sometimes i wonder why i keep yearning to be loved by some dumbguy, to get into the whole cycle of love, pain and melodrama all over again. but i always fail to realise that a more awesome-er dude is head over heels in love with me. i remember the times when i was all unglam and suicidal, and how He came and gave me a big hug. i especially love the times when He whispered into my ears, as "i love you, My beautiful child" resounded. it makes me tingle. and i love His great sense of humour. i shudder at the times when i've been hit hard by Mr S.A. Tan, but knowing that He will pull me through it is the best assurance and comfort i could ever get. He's my best friend, my lover, my healer, my provider. He's my saviour.
God
i feel weird. :\
Monday, October 02, 2006
:: J
FIRSTly,
I GOT THE CD!!! WOOHOO!
God is coolio! i wanted it and he blessed me with one. :D apparently alicia and william both gave amelia one cd(yes, so she had 2!!). and since she knew that i wanted one badly and had absolutely no cash to buy it, VOILA. she gave one to me! i don't have to spend $18.90 now. haha. THE CD IS AWESOME!! BUYBUYBUY!
Victor scolded me for making the volume fluctuate. ):
V: is there something wrong with the volume? why does it keep getting softer and louder?
A: erm, because they're having worship outside and there's this time where they went quiet for a while. and you wanted a louder volume, so i had to er, lower...
V: but you can't do this! we're having a service here and what if the kids can't hear a single thing? they will get distracted and they won't feel the Holy Spirit. Adrain has told most of the sound people to pay attention to this but it keeps happening again and again. at most, you should turn it gradually and not make make such a drastic change..sfdeklnsalkjfdalthere's more but
GOD is AWESOMENESS lah. i'm learning ( :
though i'm kinda financially strained rite now, i can't wait for arise and build! RAHHRAHH, i feel so hyped up now. if only i had more motivation and discipline when it comes to studying. wadder. and why does my heart hurt all of a sudden :\ OHWELL. i love God, and He loves me back. ( :
i really have nothing to say. i hope you know by now how i feel about you. maybe you're ignoring it, and i guess i should do the same. klfhae;ldasd. whatever. i'm gonna turn lesbian. ):"you're only pretty when you walk away"