Friday, November 24, 2006
:: SecondNone

first day at work was exhilerating! i made numerous mistakes. for one, i accidentally knocked the tray into a customer while clearing the plates. and there were a couple of times where i nearly slip and fell, in front of the customers. ): the uniform was cool though. imagine a cheongsam looking top(without the dragons and whatnot motifs) paired with a black skirt. the top was just above my knee, so was the skirt. and the top had a HIGH SLIT!! *grumbles but overall, it was a great experience. and i felt cool just strutting around and clearing food. HAHAH. wadder right? i wanna be the bartender. hahaha. but well, i got to know more people, the system and some dirty little secrets (: and i forgot to ask them about my salary again. pfft. but nonetheless, thank you Papa God :D
cgm was great. i guess i really need to step up in the various areas.
oh sigghhh. i just feel so moody lately. everything seems out of place. hmmm.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
no
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMON! :D
went to crash TP today. how weird. i wasn't really THAT excited about it though. besides, half the time the others were chatting amongst themselves. i could have contributed to their gossips and whatnot, but i just couldn't be bothered to do so. i think its that time of the month. what fun. but the school was huge though, and there were hot guys and girls around. great environment! hahaha. i'm starting work tmr. it seems so surreal. and i'll be in a dress, stockings and makeup.
lovely.i'm so annoyed
and tired
of everythingGod help me ):
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
:: NotFundamental
on tuesday i went back to sch to collect my leaving cert. its funny though. along with it came a letter and it reads "Not eligible for Pre-university course" HAHAHAHAH. thanks lah. and mrs ___ is sakfjhaf. she puts the same comments for everyone. i wonder how my testimonial will be. RAH
after that, the MRLcrew went out to makan at seoul garden. i bet i was the only one eating there. hahah. everyone was amazed at how much i could eat. now you know (; so we walked around tampines mall and century square, trying to look out for a nice dress to wear to cambridge. i saw a couple of lovely dresses, but jiawen thought i had bad taste and started getting all hysterical. then she suggested i wear a cottoncandy pink ruffled-end dress. hmmmm. after the hours of walking around, we all went home. and we presented dearest weefong with her present. heeee
today(yesterday, rather), i went out with jackson. thanks for accompanying me to the interview! (: he waited 2hours for me people! not bad ay. haha. i had to wait super long for the interview. but along the way, i met quite a few people. hope i'll be working with them too. heh. so the first interview went well, and the second interview was one of the shortest interviews i've ever been to/seen. so after that, i went with jackson to far east for his haircut. along the way, i bumped into amanda(again! we bumped into each other earlier in the day,when i was rushing for the train. hahah). and the bossman of the vietnam restaurant called me! i'll be working this friday! (:
soo, jackson's hair looks cool now(happy right? come on, gimme a cookie. hehh). and i will never forget this day, as it will be THE day that i see jackson's hair wrapped like a charsiew bun! (:
Monday, November 20, 2006
:: TakeMeHome

CAN YOU HEAR THE ANGELS RESOUNDING?
:D
o levels are officially over! science mcq was alright. didn't really study hard enough for it but well, its over! it's all in God's hands now :D
after the papers, the gang went to sentosa. boy oh boy, were we in for a treat. we saw trannies and OMG. one of them flashed his/her boob at me/the siak-ahh gang(who were in front of me). they even pointed middle finger at us. talk about standing up for your rights man. OMG LAH. plus, they even had their very own mini photoshoot at the other end of the beach. i'd show you the pictures if i could. heh. and how did we know they're trannies? let's see: big (fake silicon)boobs, adam's apple, broad shoulders.. what more can i say right?
well, we did see hot angmoh guys around. plenty of them around to provide even more heat on a bright sunny day. then there were people who were on the plusplusplus side and those who were just plain hotsexy. really cool. not to mention, the siak-ahh gang was around to bring amusement. OHHH, i saw emily and calvin(the song leader) there too. what a wonderful surprise ( : the gang had major load fun and jon chan was there! hahaha. ash and jon look so sweet together. and jon seems very tickled when i proclaimed the volleyball as "the adel's apple" go figure ( :
we went to vivo for both branch and dinner. if you take a look in my wallet now, you can't find any cash. and i'm supposed to be saving. lovely. but today was fun! i hope teresa uploads the photos before her trip to bangkok. ( : now, i need to get a job and buy a dress for cambridge. i still can't believe i'll be wearing a
dress.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
:: BritishHues

"i'm choking on nothingit's clear in my head, i'm screaming for something"
it sucks badly when you have your past chasing up with you again. i hate these sudden memories and flashbacks. makes me want to jump into a black hole and float about in nothingness. but then again, i'd have to get a rocket or spaceship. costly. tsk
i had a weird dream today. it was awkward, but it made me melt. to think an imaginary character can make me feel this way. hmmm. i woke up feeling confused yet eager. eager to get my hands on something i cannot achieve. "of course you can. anything is possible" i'm sure. but maybe what i want isn't meant to be mine. besides, i'm only sixteen and i don't want to tie myself down with these issues. what do i know, right? we'll see...
Thursday, November 16, 2006
:: WindowPanels

So, these past weeks have been a blast! exams, birthday celebration, sentosa, vivo, movie, injuries and whathaveyou.
let's recap how the exams have been:
adihasljds. actually, it wasn't that bad. well, except maybe for lit, maths and geog. i didn't manage to finish lit in time and to think i wanted a B3. i'm really disappointed with myself. i mean, i didn't study hard enough for lit. and its supposed to be one of my better subjects. so i finished paper 2 with 1page&1line of the back page for the first qns and 2.5 pages of the second. i'm so screwed. but you know, all things work for the good and is subject to change. ((( : so anyhoo, everything went quite alright. merger came out for ss, english and chinese were easy/easier, art was soso and sciences went well. so in conclusion, i'm VERY AFRAID. but i'm trusting God la :D and ohohh, i received smth from italy!! LALALAL THANKS TIFFY DARL!!! :D
after maths paper2 on friday, we celebrated ash's birthday at swensons! made loads of noise, ordered fingerlickin' good food and of course, gave our birthday girl tons of love and nonsense. not to mention, we spotted one right after our meal. lovely. and on the following monday, we went over to vivo for STEP UP. OOLALALA, I WANT TO DANCE LIKE THAT! but you know, two left feet.. hmmm. we went to the play area at vivo and boy, was it coolio! i've never seen a playground like that, and they have a waterpark thing at the rooftop. really awesome stuff! but i injured myself at the play area though. it was embarrasing la! ): and i still don't get the hype of vivo. its just huge, with huge boutiques, 723813 restaurants and whatnot. its not THAT great. hmmmm.
oh, i forgot to mention that i went for the sound gathering. it was on a sunday, a day before lit paper2. and for once, they changed the icebreakers! no more human-bingo. :D it was fun though. they had some "guess the song title" game and when i heard Taufik's I Dream, i was the first to run up. HAHAHA. anyhoo, the new crew seems way older and experienced than me. i need to rise up! heh. before that i went for a job interview at haji lane. i really hope i get the job. it means that i can have a steady income and give to arise&build (:
so on tuesday, me and ter went to sentosa for a tanning session. we went early in the morning and OHITWAS GORGEOUS! hardly anyone around and the morning sun is less harmful than the afternoon so (: so when guys came not long after, i quickly flipped over and rested on my stomach. HELLO, do you think i would let them see my BIGFLABS OF TERROR? obviously not. so thus, my back has become darker than my front. and that same group of guys decided to bury their friend in the sand and create sand boobs for him. they even included a plastic waterbottle for this
magic rod. and they got me to take a picture of that for them. eeck. so LALALAL, we went to vivo to makan and met eugene there. omg, he's so annoying!!!! I HOPE YOU WOWO ON YOUR BICYCLE! HAH! and ter just had to dress me up, in a skirt. do you know how traumatised and disgusted i was! :
wednesday was spent at des's watching DonJuan and Edward Scissorhands. its damn funny lah! and JD is an amazing actor. you should check out his films, even though most of it has a really dumb storyline. and des is a genious! i don't know how she managed to stick down her guitar thingy. PHWOAR. not to mention, my guitar string snapped. tsk
the lady from the job interview said she'll get back to me by wednesday, but its thursday and there's still no news from her. in addition to that, a lot of people i know have already secured jobs for after o levels. oh, that's just great. "o you of little faith!" i should trust God more. and pray and worship Him more too. i see so many people around me being blessed greatly by God, having revelations and whatnot. and here i am, totally disgusted at my lack of discipline and faith in God. while i was having dinner, and this was a few days back, i started crying. i cried non-stop and this wasn't because of the dramas on tv. and suddenly, i felt this pain in my heart. i missed my cat. yes, you can start laughing now. whatever. then i started crying out to God, asking Him about my kitty. and the next thing i knew, God gave me a vision. there she was, sitting on the throne where Jesus was sitting. her tail swishing from side to side, and sitting in her oh-so-nonchalant manner.
"here she is. she told me of how well you took care of her. i'm so proud of you, my child"