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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
 This too shall pass Thursday, August 26, 2010
 Really bothered by a lot of things now and my thoughts are in a whirl. Hate how much I internalize everything in my head. I understand how people are "Oh but we're just concerned". Thanks, and I truly appreciate it. But you're not a dog, so stop hounding me about my job-seeking ventures. It's not as if I'm carrying drugs on me or anything. Sheesh. Of course I'm not satisfied with the amount in my bank account and definitely wish I have a job(I love) that would boost my income and be more than sufficient for myself and the family. But just because I don't have a job now doesn't mean I won't. It's like asking a pregnant lady if she's ever going to give birth. You know the baby will pop, sooner or later. Don't be silly! Stop giving me stupid remarks and question my values and decisions. I don't remember giving you a permission slip to take over my life so don't overstep your boundary. Go suck on a lollipop because I am totally content with my life right now. I am able to support a friend through a tough time, have nonsensical debates with my father about YOG, talk cock with my mother, hang out more with friends and even managed to meet my favourite singer, David Choi. As you can see and to answer the never ending question of "Don't you feel bored bumming at home?", No I'm busy living life! I know this may seem questionable and you'd argue back with the fact that with good time management, I can still have quality time with people while juggling a job. But no, apparently you don't understand me well enough to know that I cannot chew gum and walk at the same time. Not well enough, that is. Yet. So continue sucking your lollipop dude. Oh you're done? Here's another one for you. Run along now. I'm not dumb or ignorant. Of course I wish I was a tad more motivated and headstrong in finding a job but somehow...THINGS ARE STILL GOING GREAT, despite my lack of "action". IN FACT, LIFE IS AWESOME AND DANDY! DAVID CHOI CAME AND I MANAGED TO CATCH A COUPLE OF HIS PERFORMANCES! PLUS I GOT TO HUG HIM TWICE HAHAHA VAMPIRE WEEKEND IS COMING SOON! KOREAN POP NIGHT IS COMING SOON TOO AND BIGBANG/T.O.P IS IN THE LIST OF ARTISTES PERFORMING! Not to mention the countless gigs I've been to in the earlier half of the year, the people I got to work with during Night Festival, being able to meet my eyecandy who apparently doesn't give a damn about me, travelled to Hong Kong, sat on a roller coaster and survived, graduate(d), serving and supporting PK and the leaders through this tough time, overcoming the trials(failures/drama/deaths) and coming out stronger etc etc... "It is easy for us to get caught up in looking at how far we have to go in reaching our goals instead of celebrating how far we have come." - Joyce Meyer Indeed 2010 is greater than 2009 and God kept His Word. God is good, all the time. I cannot imagine how things will be like in 2011 but it's definitely gonna get better because greater things have yet to come! I'm really thankful for everything that I have(been through) and having God with me all the way! Because of His goodness, I am...happy with my life, with or without a job. And I wish that as my friend(s), you'd be happy for me too instead of judging me all the time. PHOOOO that was a total load off my chest. On a totally bimbotic note,         (this load of pictures will go on forever...LOL) I think guys who have the ability to sing/play the guitar or any musical instrument/dance are a major winner. What can be hotter than that? Oh wait, the fact that they have a great love for animals, esp dogs and cats, and a love for the arts and culture. That's what! Additional brownie points if he has the looks, charisma or cuteness to go along with all that awesomeness on top banana split of awesomeness. Then that PWNS all! In this case, my ideal type would be Barney Stinson HAHAH okay I kid. It would be either T.O.P or David Choi. Ahh tough call.AMAZING IF YOU MANAGED TO READ THROUGH ALL THAT. Give yourself a pat on the back. And if you skipped all the way here, you cheated! Take that pat back. Friday, August 20, 2010
A timely reminder that I should be doing something productive and that I am completely inadequate when it comes to creativity/design. I should change, everything. Wednesday, August 18, 2010
 MY LIFE IS COMPLETE! *dies Tuesday, August 17, 2010
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” - Marianne Williamson Wednesday, August 11, 2010
 HAHAHA totally neglected this space for a while because I've been busy sleeping/eating/hanging out with friends/re-watching old films and cartoons. Nope I haven't found a job yet but I will definitely be finding one soon before my money runs out. Didn't get a job earlier because I wanted to find my direction in life and you know, enjoy my short term freedom. I hope I'm making the right decisions. God, give me wisdom. *chants Jer 29:11 ++++++++ Sooooooo....// I gained 2kg WTHWTHWTHWTH NO WONDER MY THIGHS, BELLY AND ARMS ARE SO WOBBLY // Pictures of Night Fest and my trip to Hong Kong are on facebook so go check it out if you're bored. Will write about it when the mood strikes me. Or just ask me about it. I'll be more than happy and eager to tell you about it. Be prepared for a major rambling session though :D // Felt shortchanged for so many different reasons// Felt really rich for a moment when I saw the amount in my bank account // DAVID CHOI IS COMING OMGOMGOMGOMG I CANNOT BREATHE I CANNOT BREATHE!!!! // Feels like I've just gone through a really bad breakup, with the Viet Crew // I wish people would have given me a big fat angpow full of money instead of stuff that I won't ever wear or use // Probably one of the few people in the country that can't be bothered about YOG // Still haven't watched Inception. I KNOW RIGHT??? // And because I'm such an attention seeker (and have succumbed to peer pressure), I have a twitter account now. Show some love and follow me! Hahaha <3 Tuesday, August 03, 2010
The day I entered into the realm of 2. Big shout out to everyone who wished me via fb, phone and sms-es! Really appreciate it! Thank you, from the bottom of my heart! :D I used to be so focused on what presents I would be receiving but I've grown to appreciate friends and words more than the gifts. It's an added bonus, but a hug/good company and laughs/encouraging words are what gets me going (: Which is why I was surprised to have certain people(that I'm not particularly close to) greet me. And even more surprised, albeit disappointed, when some people didn't wish me at all. But either way, I'm glad to get to meet different people throughout my 20 years that have shaped me and exposed me to all sorts of situations and stories. Haha and in these 20 years, the one person that made the most impact on me is God. He has seen me through the darkest of times, the happier days and I believe there will be greater things in stored for me. Though there are many times where I felt so alone, God always came through and made his unconditional love known to me (: And not forgetting my lovely parents for putting up with my rotten attitude and temper at home. Family is awesome (: I wish my grandparents were still around though. That said, thank you all(or whoever is reading this) once again for the presents and (surprise)wishes! (: - cake surprise fail #1 + ktv + deep conversations with tiantian and hanhan - cake surprise fail #2 + korean dinner with 1kgirls and shane - singing telegram from tekong - surprise call fail from haikal LOL - cake "delivery" from my uncle - birthday wishes from over the globe - Texas, Minnesota, Socal and Vietnam :D:D:D |