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Monday, February 28, 2011
Actions speak louder than words. But more often than not, these actions get misinterpreted. All I can say is, I'm less of a hypocrite now than I was before. I'm not perfect... And I guess that's how we've been treating God all this time. We may not understand His actions but He always means well. (Jer 29:11) Tuesday, February 22, 2011
HAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS SO GOOD Thursday, February 10, 2011
For my 21st birthday party, I intend to have a glowsticks/lightsticks party! Come prepared. With them light rods ;D Yes I do know that my birthday is months away. Doesn't hurt to prepare right? Then we be having some nu rave party, be poppin bottles in the ice like a blizzard, and them sober girls around me they be actin like they drunk. And we will wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy. HAHAHAHA Gosh my sense of humour is so bad. Monday, February 07, 2011
 We delved deep into topics on love, marriage, religion and what not. Intense debate, I tell you! Felt really good to be in their company because for once(in a while), we're not just talking about frivolous things but having an in depth discussion about the things that affect us. Not that they talk about frivolous things in the first place. Okay no, I'm sure they do but it will still come out really witty anyways. ACS boys LOL And because I managed to hold my conversation/arguments well, I feel less of an airhead. YES TO ENGAGING CONVERSATIONS! And on the topic of love - since valentines day is coming soon and I'm such a wet blanket - I don't wish to bother anymore. Not going to take the effort to make something happen because it almost always doesn't. Not that it matters to the other party anyways. I will always be living in the shadow of someone else. The ex, the image/the ideal of a perfect woman - of which is highly unachievable by my standards. When a man looks at me, the only person he should see is me. Or the glory of God. Anything, or anyONE else in this case, would be hallucination on his part. Disillusioned. And I never want to be with a man who is still living in his past, or in his head. Or the other head. This is my resolution. That I will not demean myself to make a man happy. I will not be your substitute. I will not allow myself to be made as an option or backup plan when I have devoted much time, sacrifice and energy to make you my priority. You suck! Where have all the good men gone to??? Pardon the angst. Just felt like I needed to bombard this space. Please (still) be my friend ): Sunday, February 06, 2011
Could be smarter Thursday, February 03, 2011
 HAPPY CNY! HUAT AH Wednesday, February 02, 2011
Immense urge to just chop off my locks. Growing tired of my long hair yet at the same time unwilling to part with it (becos I can do that pantene hair swing). Might have an epic ANTM moment when I actually do get it done. Tuesday, February 01, 2011
It's as if...a part of me has been taken away. |